Sunday, January 27, 2008

The good get together

Hello once again boys to all of those that do read this i want to go ahead and give a shout and say thank you so much and it does mean a lot that someone takes the time to read all of what i put because i know sometimes i feel like i'm writing a book. So really thank you, oh to the pic above this is cbl-Joe, Me, Any my new baby so yay. We were on the way to Gasparilla for the parade and to have some good ol fun but you all know that i'll tell you about it.

But now to those of you that read i give a little list of things that do during the week so that way if you like what you see you can just go to that day and read because hey maybe you don't want to hear it all lol :). So here we go, Monday had a nice lunch with tom in the rose garden the headed to paradise for a martini. Tuesday spent some time in Mt Dora Tom stayed the night. Wednesday headed to the post office to check up on a new passport then yay a day of work. Thursday Tom and i just had a chill night with Chaz. Friday we had a nice little din with all and extra boys at the house Chaz, Tom and i went bowling. Saturday we all went to Tampa for Gasparilla.

Every thins is still okay here in the house, you know i get along with all the boys and i love them. Marsh is actually gone and will be back soon he went and spent some time with the fam. I do hope that is good for him because i know that he does miss he sister and no bro should be without there sis and you all know that is why i loved when i went to CA. Zaccie is still Zaccie out little tech boy it's so cute he did help clear up so space on Toms computer because Tom is as inclined to that kind of stuff like i am, turn it on and run the shit i know and leave every thing else alone. And Jon is doing well he didn't get to make it to Tampa with us on Sat so i was upset because that boy needs to get out more other then to the horses. And of Course you know i love my Tampa boys but here soon i'm going to start singing that song from Shedaisy to Chazz "come home soon. And you all know how the Sundays go wonder if the parties will ever come back. So say something.

But now on to the week Monday i took Tom to work and then headed over to his house and fed his cat it's so cute but that is one FAT moving cat lol but i love him his name is Tigger. Now this is funny Tom had some pasta in the fridge that we had a few nights back and i thought that hey we left the house way to fast to get anything for him for lunch so i thought that i would be nice and bowl some up for him and take him lunch. Well what i didn't know is that the pasta did not taste that great after it was reheated because there was not enough sauce and the way that i found this out is after i packed his up i made a plate. Bland as shit, so thinking that it was still food i did take it to him but i also did make a stop at Mcdonald's and got a salad just in case. Need less to say the salad was down fast lol. But it was really cute Tom and i ate lunch in the nice little Rose garden in winter park near where he works oh hey look at this pic its his store that he runs.yea i know it's not the best view really i'll be sure to take a pic outside one of these days. But in a nut shell after i picked Tom back up we headed to Paradise for a martini and yes just a martini lol and made it in time for chat.

So on Tuesday we headed to Mt Dora, Tom is so cute he is so random and i love it. All he asked me if i had ever been there and i said no and he was like we'll take a road trip its a cutsies place and just to go look at stuff. We came across this store that had some really cute scented candles, and we walked out onto the dock because you all know that i love water and bridges and snow that is just me. And it's so weird you know that feeling when you feel like you need to talk to someone just to break a mood or if you feel uncomfortable that you have to say something. Tom and i don't have that what is weird is that we can't shut up to each other sometimes because we'll have conversation about how stupid people are and then bounce to like celebrities and how fucked up <<((( WEIRD lol you all remember what i said about fate and signs that i read into them well right now i'm at Toms writing this at his desk and we were not here for the last 2 days and there was just a lady bug that was waling on my photo then flew to Toms computer and is now walking all over the screen lol so if you looked up superstitions and you'll see what i mean.)))>> they are so that is really good to me.

So then on to Wednesday is the day that i was off from the house and i had to go to work and Tom and i went to the passport place to see what they could do for me. I have my passport but i thought i lost it so i decided to cancel it and right when i got the papers saying that it was canceled i found it so i was really pissed off that it happened. But then they said that the price went up and to get a new passport i was going to have to pay 97 lol i was like damn. But then it would also take 8 weeks for it to come so sorry enough to Tom that we will not be able to do a cruise all that soon but you should of seen it when the lady said 8 weeks, Tom looked so sad lol. But then i headed to work and OMG it was raining so hard while i was there we actually have some water in the so called lake. But later that night after Tom got off of work we headed to Paradise and hung out there and i'm teaching Tom how to play pool a little bit better and he is getting really good and when we stopped and talked to Dan he actually gave Tom the thumbs up on me and i didn't even see it. From what i hear is that Tom has known Dan for a long time and hey well Dan is my Bull dog and he has named me Puppy so i guess the thumbs up is a very good thing.

Thursday was a big lazy day for me i've been missing snowboarding so bad that i sat in front of the tv spending most of the day playing SSX3 a really cool snowboarding game, i need to find SSX Tricky because that one is a lot of fun for me. but Chazzypoo was home here in Orlando so after a long day and a good chat Tom was here and then we all just sort of hung out at the house and just chilled for the night. Real quick i cant remember what night it was but i actually cooked din din and it was the best be sure to ask Tom how good it was and even the second time around re heated lol. It was my Chinese bbq chicken and trust me it's like you can drink the sauce like a shot it's that good lol.

Now Friday was a small big day caught up on some of my game and then after work tom came over and rested up for a bit. Then Tomorl came over and Joe was with him and then RochesterMike and Ryan came over as well and we all had a big ol gay Olive Garden dinner. It was a lot of fun and i loved being around all the boys it was a lot of fun. But after din din and a little bit of clean up Tom, Chaz and i wanted to head out and we decided to head to the bowling ally "hell yea i love to bowl." I did lose the first game that we played but sure enough i came up right behind and won the last two. Chaz had a lot of fun and i was happy that i was able to hang out with him and get to talk seeing as how he's been in Tampa for so long. And it was really funny when i went to go get our 2nd pitcher of beer this group behind me had ordered like 16 shots and the lady was holding the tray so i offered to help out and hand the tray to them. Well in doing this someone asked me if i worked there and i just said no i'm just handing you your tray of shots lol. Some chick looked at me and say here take my shot i'm to far gone i just started laughing and then she put it in my hand and said for real i don't need anymore, i couldn't say no then it was to nice.

Saturday was the day of Gasparilla so we all got up at the butt crack of dawn and then headed to Tampa and Tom and i were in his car and Chaz and Zac were in the cbl car, and yes it was really sad because Jon stayed home to take care of the pups. I actually did get a lot of info on Gasparallia but i didn't do any interviews, well i did one but i was not really in the mood i'm not sure what it was but i was just out of it. One when we got there we missed the whole ship part of the show and then it took forever to get actually moving you know all the set up it takes to get everything ready. Then when we got to an area where we wanted to be it was all scattered and i don't think anyone had a clue what was going on. I was just getting worn out and pissed off so that was something that put me out of the mood for it. But when the parade finally started i had a lot of fun at one point because i was not getting a lot of beeds i climbed a scaffolded and then they started tossing a lot more because they could see me. After that was all over we headed out and got some pizza and chit chated with everyone and 2 ex cbl boys Travis and Kevin and i love them to death it was really cool. We went to G bar after that for a little bit that turned into a while. Because we were going to go with Rich when he was ready to go home and then when i got a little later Kevin asked if we wanted to stay out later because if we wanted to that they would give us a ride back to the house. The day was a lot of fun and i'm glad that Tom got to have a lot of fun as well and what was good is that night even on a not so cumfy bed that he actually got some sleep.

But everyone that is about it work is still work and life is still life and I'm really happy that it got a lot better because the way that Tom and i talk and the way that we are around each other is really nice. But for the future like i say be sure to stick around you never know whats going to happen and that life comes at you so fast just hold on to the bread truck girls and haul buns lol

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Fate

Well one more week has gone by and yet still fast as ever. I thought that it may have slowed down a bit but of course something else happened to me this week that is just making it way to hard for it to slow down but i'll be sure to tell you about that later. As you all know i give a little in site to how my week went so that if you don't like it you can just skip to the day so you know you have to love it. So here it goes

Monday Tom stole me to go out before chat. Ols was over and we headed back to savoy and Tom was there. He gave me a ride home and we had a good talk before I wandered back inside.
Tue laid about and watched some family guy with my twin and then Tom and I headed out for some din din. Wednesday I had off from the house so i spent my days off with Tom. Friday got back home and it was really cool to do chat in the hot tub. Saturday heard some family stuff and ended up smoking more than I wanted because I'm trying to quit. And Sunday still has not changed Tom helped me clean up a bit before he went to work.

But everything so far has been really great with everyone I badly miss my Tampa boys and I actually hear that they might make a trip up here soon so that will be really great. But even if it does not happen at least I'll get to be there with them on Saturday. Zaccie and Jon just celebrated 6 years of being together, that was really good to see and I do wish them the best of years to come. The house is starting to get a bit quite because Marshal is just about done. In one month Marshal will be out and guess what I hear that were going to have an app in the house the next week. But that is something that i need help with, I'm not sure if i want to stay in my room or if i want to take over Marshal's room. Damn that would be sad not even in a 3 month time frame i will be in 3 different rooms lol. Work is still work its like pulling teeth sometimes but its not that bad. But it's a nice relax job and a lot less stressful.

But to go ahead and to start off with Monday, hung out around the house for the day and then Tom gave me a call and wanted to know if i wanted to go out for a bit after he had gotten off of work. At first I didn't understand what he was getting at and in the past we had mentioned that we do like to go to Savoy on Monday nights for mojitos, but that was something that we wanted to do but it just sort of fell off like most night of going out. Zaccie was actually in the mood to go out that night so i did tell him that if i was going to go that I would be out later. Well he came by the house anyway and took me out there, he was going to be meeting of his friends there and wanted me to come along. Got to spend some time talking to his friend and he was really cool we clicked and i think that Tom saw that. Then of course I had chat at 9 so it was time to rush back to the house and I was a minute late because traffic sucked but i did make it. Zac did say that he was going to be going out with me around 10 ish so i was looking forward to it because tom said that if i was going back out to give him a call even know that he had to work in the morn. So after chat i'm told that Jon and Zac went to bed and would not be going out and that just was like wtf. Rich was here and said that he was in the mood and I told him that if he went I would get him a drink. Well we get there and I couldn't find Tom anywhere "the little shit was sitting in the one place that i never go" but got some drinks and hung out with Tom and Rich for a bit. After a little while we ran into some of my friends Josh and Ryan who i love to death and then we all decided to go ahead a play some pool well to say the least in that one Tom got to have a nice talk with them and learned how to play pool a little bit better. Well when we got back to the house we had a bit of a talk outside in the car. The short version of it was yea we did like being around each other and we liked each other but that we didn't want the relationship factor to get in the way because it was something that we weren't really looking for. But that we did want to keep on talking and see where it was going to go. He liked wearing my dog tags for the night but i needed those back so i gave him my chain as sort of like well i like where it's going as well and this is something i've had for 2 years and i'm ok with you having it.

Tuesday i sat on the couch and watched some Family guy with Marsh it was a nice little laugh and pow wow with him. I know right now that I'm going to wear out his name but only because he was a big part of my week lol. But then Tom had asked me if i wanted to go out and get something to eat and asked me to pick a place. I chose p f changs for dinner, and Tom got me around 7 pm well I had chat at 9 and I was starting to worry about time and wondered if it was going to be a good idea just because of the distance. But we got there and sat at the bar and ordered so it was a lot faster. We played the ask the questions game so that we could get to know a bit more about each other and one of the things that Tom started coming around a bit more is because he said that he was interested in me and he didn't want to be in fear of where i lived to affect that at all. So getting to know me was getting to know where i lived. Well on the way home stopped to get something to drink and sure enough Tom did join me in chat that night. I think with the way that it went was a lot better than what he thought it was going to be so I know that he had a lot of fun doing it as well. Tom did decide to stay the night but we had to get up early because he had to go to work.

Wednesday I packed a bag for the next 2 days because I did have them off. Tom was so sweet and told me that it was ok for me to use his car to get out on my day off and just have a good day. At first I didn't really know what to do because I didn't really have a lot to do and didn't really know anyone to be all out and about. I had forgotten some stuff at the house so I headed back to the house and took a shower and got what I needed and got my AE check. Went and hung out with my old room mates which was a lot of fun did some catching up. I miss and love my Scotty to death but they do work a lot so i understand that as well. But then I just headed back to pick up Tom after he got off work. We went and got some dinner which we couldn't even finish and then just went back to his place laid up on the couch and watched a movie then well i'm sure you know.

Thursday I had to work and for once we actually had stuff to do. We were getting ready for the new floor set so we had to do a lot of changes around the store and do some switching some stuff up. So that went by really quick, Tom had also mentioned to me that he like the chains that we sold so i thought that I would be cute and get him a cross chain. He told me that was a shocker to him that I paid attention to the small stuff like that and that he was taken by it. I just told him that I like to see people happy and I don't really like it when there is bad air around. We headed back home and for some reason i'm not sure if it was just the day but we both felt like taking a nap. After we WOKE up wanted to get out for a bit and there was some stuff i had to pick up as well so we headed to Savoy and had a few beers and got into talking a little bit more. And I have to give myself props that I did not smoke in the bar at all that night and we were there for like 2 hours. After that I called my Scotty to see what he was up to and he was stuck at work, Tom and Scotty know each other and Tom still wanted to drop by and say hi for a minute we talked about sometime meeting up with the whole gang and going out for dinner or something so that should be a lot of fun it works out.

Now when Friday rolled around we just wanted to be lazy, so we were we both snuggled up on the couch and watched some movies and tv. But when it came time to head back to the house Tom had decided that he wouldn't mind sitting with me during chat again. But the cool little twist to it was that we were going to do a hot tub chat. We both had a lot of fun doing that and I can only hope that you all enjoyed it as well. There was a few times where we both got in the pool and trust me that was like really cold and omg it was cold. But during the end of the chat we did get a lot of people asking if we were an item. We both still said no that were just going day by day to see what happens, and I knew that for both of us it was a bit hard to say it sometimes because we had been having such a great time around each other. Then I guess someone else had asked it again and Tom looked at me and gave me a look and just more or less gave that look like why not and i guess at that moment it just felt right and i was happy with him so were giving it a shot and see what happens but I can say that i am happy right now and can't wait to see how this all unfolds.

But now if you can get my title this is where it comes in. And yea I know it may seem like puppy love. But i do know that i've been in 2 relationships that didn't work out i've been single for just about a year and i've had my "fun" and no i was not looking for a relationship but thats usually when they find you. Ok but now for the overly cute stuff that kind of puts fate in on Tom and I. For my Birthday Tom sent me assorted roses, out of all of them to die and i mean like dead the one that was still in good shape was a red one. When we went to PF changs the message of the great cookie lol his said "be on the alert for new opportunity" and mine said "you always surround yourself with true friends" yea i know it's a cookie but still. The way that we met 4 months ago and he was not into "dancers" which means he didn't pay any mind to them and then i saw him at paradise by fluke in december and i was not even planning on being there. Then when he was over here friday night i gave him a card reading that pointed all of what has happened and even some stuff that i didn't even know about but i got it right. And then i get a call from my sister telling me that they have been offered to move over seas for work about the time that i was going to go live with her. So i know that i may be reading into it a bit much but hey when you believe in fate and all of those signs slap you in the face, something is telling me that Tom is here for a reason.

So to go ahead and put that to it's rest if you have any input on it please be sure to let me know because sometime when its like this it's good to hear what other people think. I mean for real is or is that not just like really weird "but in a good way" we do have that thing coming up in Tampa and yea my new bf gets to go with us lol. And just like i say be sure to stick around because you never know what going to happen i mean come on puppy is no longer single :)

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Birthday week

Well all this week was my b day week and I do want to thank everyone that helped made it the best one ever. but once again and I hope that this will be the last time that I say this, but this week went by really fast. Now that the holidays are over and the b day is now past this time will start to slow down.

Well everything in the house is still in working order and I hear from Jon that we'll be getting some new boys in the house to do a three day so that should be really good. Jon has still been dealing with the pain in his neck and it's starting to look like he's just getting to use to the pain. I do hope that it does get better soon though. Zaccie is still Zaccie, it seams as though we bond every now and then and we can actually talk so i do really see Zac as a big bro. Helped him get some piping cut so that he could set up a green screen so that there could be a background change in chat so that should be really cool. I still miss my Chaz, he is still in Tampa but i know that the boys are taking care of him. Marshall just seams to be fading and it's like pulling toes to get him to talk sometimes. I'm not sure how this all is playing on in his head but he has really seam to become a bit distance with the house and just starting to say whatever. I know it does not come from a bad place and like i said i hope that he and Ryan find a nice place and that they can get on with a new life. Actually come to hear today is that Ryan will be doing a guest chat on Thursday but its not like you all don't see him in chat already or around the house but hey you'll actually get some one on one time with Ryan so if you don't know him be sure to squeeze what ever you can out of the boy. And the Tampa boys came down for the cleaning of the yacht and for my b day. I miss my Tampa boys, Brandon's stupid ass you just have to love. I'm going to like having him in the house for a long time. And Joe's wild ass almost comes close to me so it should only be natural that we all click. I'm going to see if sometime that they might be able to come down and hang out one of these nights. So be sure to look out and see when that is.

Work is still going well. Hours are still up in the air so its a bit tough sometimes but hey i'm still working so that is a good thing. Haven't really heard back from Olive Garden so i'm just not sure what is going on there. They said that they were in the middle of a training class and would talk to me later in the week, but like i said when i was doing the interview it didn't seam right. So i knew that i was not going to be banking on that one. As far as the job hunting goes its just been the weather and the random hours that AE give me that sucks, but i am still looking so i'm keeping my fingers crossed that something will come up.

Well i know that you all have been hearing a lot about a cretin person so i guess that i will spill some beans. This last Tuesday i hung out with Tom, and we had a "great" date. It's funny how that ties in, because one night when we were texing "yes were both texers and i know that my phone bill will not like it because i'm sure in a moths time i can go way over a thousand" and just talking and something about going on dates came up and he asked me what i thought a nice date was. Well i told him that it was something that you did that was cute like go out to Fridays or something like it and just have a few drinks then head out to a park or something like that or go and see a movie. Then he asked me what a great date was, i said well that would have to be a little more personal. Like a nice cooked dinner good conversation and relax and watch a movie. Then Tuesday night he asks me how meatloaf sounded. At first it kind of threw me because i didn't put it together, but then the hamster in my head started to move and i just said sounds fine. Well that night we went back to his place and he cooked dinner while that was cooking we watched sorted lies really funny movie. And the dinner which was really good and we did have a nice conversation during. And just relaxed on the couch i thought it was cute when he told me that it was ok to sit closer to him. Then gave him a back rub which i don't think that he wanted me to stop lol but then stayed the night there. So it really was a great date.

And then on Friday we hung out for the day as well, he texed me and asked for the address to see if there was a faster way to the house. So it was really nice that i got to do that because it got me out of the house and just some time to relax. We headed down to the Winter Park area and had lunch and and some wine and new beer. Ran around with him to do some stuff that he needed to get done. And it was such a nice day that the top was down on the car and the music was going and it's a good thing that he likes the same music that i do. Then just headed back to his place and watched a dvd that his sister had gotten him for christmas Jeff Dunham fighting with myself. And by now you all know who he is because i think the guys is funny as hell. And after that we laid on the couch for a bit figuring out what we could do for the night and then just decided to get in the car and drive around. Ended up going to the movies, which i'll never do on a Friday night ever again to many damn kids. And we watched i am legend and it was a really good movie. Then we went for late night snacks after the movie to fridays and got some pot stickers and some wings love it, and mojitos. We got to talking and i learned a little more about him. Then headed back to his place and needless to say i ended up having a very good start to my b day lol so.

The day of my B day i headed back to the house because i was going to go out to cocoa and help out with the yacht with all the boys minus Marsh. And let me tell you what i did not think that we were going to be doing the work that we did. We ended up sanding the boat, first started out by hand and then after a while of not getting anywhere Zaccie went to go get the power tools. So Joe, Brandon, Jon, and myself sat around and had a little pow wow and if you were in at that point you would of heard it and trust me it was a lot of info on tricks lol. But after the tools came it made the sanding of the boat a lot easier. Jon and i did that part and the other boys did some smoothing. Chazzy and Charlie did the harder stuff and then we all got to do the painting but by this point we had already been out there for like 5-6 hours and trust me it was starting to get to the point to where we all just wanted to say fuck it. I did end up stopping after the first coat because i was getting eaten up by ants, and i do not like ants. Was just making me itchy and uncomfortable. But then we got packed up and headed over to Charlie's because we all were a bit dirty and could not be in the car like that. So Brandon, Joe, and me sat in the back of Charlie's truck and lets just say the the speed bumps were fun lol. After we got home it was like 7 pm and I needed to shower so bad. Joe sat in on my chat for a bit so thank you for that.

Then to the end of the night, after i got out of chat i saw a box with my name on it. It was a box with roses and some chocolate and a little note that said

men are like wine some turn to vinegar, but the best improve with age. Happy Birthday
Tom

my jaw about hit the floor. That was the sweetest thing that someone has done for me. when i talked to him i thanked him and said that i was going to kick his ass. And then he said do you think that i really needed your address to find your house quicker. Yea that went like way over my head. But then I get told that everyone is sort of not in the mood to go out other than D, Brandon, and Joe. So i was a little ugh about it but i still wanted to go out and just have a good time and have fun. After it took Brandon's ass sweet time to get ready we left and headed to Pulse. It was ok but I wasn't really feeling it as much as would of like to but i had a good time there and did get a b day shot on stage. After that i said lets head to Savoy and see whats up there. Well we get there and i head up to the bar and started talking with my bartenders "my old roomies" and Scotty gives me a b day shot. And then i get a tap on my back and there is Tom. At first i was surprised because i did not know that he was going to be out because he had worked all day so it was really nice to see him there and he got a chance to meet all the boys so it was really cool. So it really was the best Birthday I've had in a long long long time.

But to put an end to all of this. I think Zac and i are going out for a bit tonight so i guess i'll have to see whats going on and like i say be sure to stick around because you never know whats going to happen and if you have read all of this i thank you for taking the time out of your day to see how my week went and if you would like please leave a comment. But i'll talk to you all later and i'll see most of you in chat bye and kisses.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Sunday, January 6, 2008

who can drink

well guy yet one more week has gone by and so damn fast again. Like i said its the time of the year when it does that and in cbl time it goes a lot faster. But to give you the week rundown real quick, and that's about it lol. Just kidding but no there was a lot of it as well. Sunday let to go to Tampa with D and some shit went down that was not good, Monday solved the drama everything is cool ended up staying in Tampa for the new year and didn't make it it the new year, Tuesday hung out in Tampa all day headed did chat hung out with D at a cool bar and played pool went home and passed out, Wednesday stayed in and tried to recover, Thursday spent some time out at the farm and found a really cool little bar near home, Friday hung out with D at cool little bar rushed home , Saturday had an interview with Olive garden stayed in and chatted till 4 in the am. and Sunday is Sunday do this video, cleaning, then out for a little fun. wow.

Well, to start of with the boys. We actually do have to new guys in Tampa Brandon and Joe. They are really cool guys and I got to hang out with them and got to know them a little better and that's good because all I knew of Brandon is how loud he can moan yea he was the one that did the porno shoot here. And Joe is a really cool guy I hope them the best and hope that the bad karma in Tampa has lifted of boys leaving. Been hanging out with Jon and doing some youtube videos and that is a lot of fun so be sure to check out puppy and jon on youtube. And Zac has been Zac not much changes with him. He did get the hot tub working today so you'll see me out there a lot more now lol. Been a bit sad with Marsh just because his time is coming to an end and with work and trying to find a place to live i didn't really get to see the Marsh that I know. I know it's been hard on him trying to get this all set up and going. I just hope that after he leaves that he will stay in contact.

Now when I left Sunday night with D it was sort of sudden and just a big ol wow. But headed to Tampa to hang out with Chaz and the new boys. I wasn't going to be breaking any rules because I was still in CBL. So of course what do we do, go out and get stuff to drink. Got a bit tipsy and said some things in a wrong way and i did not mean for it to go that way but being buzzed you never say anything right. I guess I started say that Orlando was a lot better and just didn't stop. Of course I fell asleep and left Joe and Chaz in a bad mood. I think that Chaz knew that it was just a drunken moment and that it wasn't coming from a bad place but was just upset.

So when I woke up Monday I was in the dog house for a bit. Joe and I talked and got that air clear that it was just a drunken night and I didn't mean to say that in a bad way at all. Then talked with Chaz and got that all squared away. After a little bit D and I headed up to applebees to have some mid day snacks. We both could not figure out if we wanted to stay in Tampa for new years or not because if we stayed there it would be just kicken it at the house, if we went back to Orlando it would of been P house and god like I don't know what thats like lol. So it should only happen that after 2 bloody marys and about 3 pints we didn't want to go back. Headed back to the house with a case of beer and saw that joe had been out and got fireworks. Oh dear god only to think what 5 drunk gay boys and a box of fireworks, a lot of fun or a big mess. Well Brandon started off with saying shot shot shot. and did so for just about the rest of the night and with the beer it just kept on going on. set off the fireworks i hope the burns come out of the grass soon lol. but after all said and done my ass was so messed up on vodka i was out at like 9 30 lol. woke up two time and visited the bathroom if you know what i mean.

After finally getting it together the next day, and waking up. Zac was on his way down to get the new contracts signed and spend sometime with the boys. Well we hung around the house for a bit and when noon hit we all decided that we would finish the beer that we didn't drink. Then after that we headed to applebees yet once again to have some lunch. Then after the boys finished with their contracts they met up with us. And then D ended up not going to his family's house and i didn't go back with Zac lol. So we hung out for a bit more in Tampa then headed home.

I was so done after the begging of the week that i needed a break and D and I were going to go out but we were both out for the count so for the day I laid down and didn't do a damn thing. It was a day to recover lol.

Thursday when I woke up Jon asked me if i wanted to go horse back riding. Ummm I know that he cant ride and the horses needed to be ridden and that rich has not been going as much as he wants to so i said sure. It was D, Zac with the cam, Jon, and me there was some people out there the other owners of the horses. So we got the horses ready and took them out to the pens and went for a ride. Theres really not a lot that I can say about that but other than you just need to see the video because that was my first time ever doing it. Yes i am from Wyoming and still never went horse back riding. After I got into the swing of things it was fine. but had to head back home because i need to call the olive garden and see what was up, they told me that they would see me on Saturday. So that was good news to me. When i thought all was said and done D came back and we wanted to go out. Went to this cool bar not to far and went and played some pool and drink some beer. Then i came home for chat then decided that we were not done there. So after chat we went back out to the bar near the house called side pocket its a cool little pool hall bar. played a lot of games of pool "i'm a lot better sober lol." and then headed back to the little bar before last call.

Then on Friday i spent most of the day saying that i was not going to do anything and then right about the time when i was going to take a nap D showed up and talked to jon and zac for a bit and then my ass got in the mood to go out lol. D is not good around me lol. So we went back to the cool little bar and started playing pool and met this chick that actually is an up and coming pro. Yea I wish someone would of told me lol, but I did manage to give a fair game, as did D. Then started playing some darts and drinking pitchers lol. Wow did i kick D's ass in darts lol. by the time i found out that I had to go we had to rush out. then during chat i was still not good because it was just right there and not all the way so after chat we went back. That is when D kicked my ass in darts "i was not happy but hey" and then just chit chated for a bit.

Saturday went to go have my interview with the OG and see what was giong to happen well Zac wanted Jon and I to do a video real quick and in doing that i was going to be late, so for the price of the video was going to be a drive to the interview. So it was still a lot of fun to do the video you need to see that one it is posted up on youtube as well, then i went to my interview. and i'm just don't know how to really take it. It did go well but it seamed like they were not ready for it, i felt lost my self and did not know how to react. I said what I knew and how I was and that I knew what I was doing. So just going to see how that goes and I hope that I get it because I would really like to work there. And to be a server again something i know how to do lol.

Other than that its just been up in the air for me. I'm not really sure what's going on with the guys that i've met it feel like i'm just on the side of everything. Tom who i like i don't want to force him into anything hes getting over something and i understand that, but i'm not sure if it is me or not. Bryant sent me a tex and thats about it so i guess there is no real lead on that one lol. Work is going well even for a part part part time job i do work this week one shift but hope that will change soon. And just seeing whats going on after all of that so be sure you keep on watching if you like so that you can see what happens, till then.

Love

Clay

a.k.a

Puppy