very merry christmas and a happy new year

Hey there once again, glad to see you all here.
<~~my fav pic. But you know how i put this all down, I like to give you all a day by day so that if you don't feel like reading a section you can just skip it. So lets start off with Last Sunday got to damn buzzed, then on Monday went to Disney and spent time with TomOrl. Tuesday woke up came home had din din and then had some fun. Wednesday, helped a stray get home went shopping with D and had some drinks. Thursday went to work, and had fun with chat. Friday was going to go shopping but got stuck at home but was ok Saturday went out with my Marsh and hit some places up. And good ol Sundays with the diaries cleaning with Chaz gone and chat and hey new years coming up.

But then to go ahead and start off with the room mates, it's been a bit quite because Marsh and I have both been a bit busy with work. As the same with Zac and Jon, but the times that we do get around each other its really good i think that the 4 of us are very good. Well all know what needs to be done, and that we all understand that we all have other things that we need to do as well so the things that would be a stress isn't in this house. Aside from the fact that the shit that went on in Tampa, but that will be talked about very soon. Marsh my twin you all know i love to death and that his time is coming to an end. So if you all see me out with him more often you will all know why. It will kill me to see him go he was the one that helped me out starting dancing and the one who helped me get used to the house and that it was not that bad, so he has been a big part of my life and I love him to death. My Jon I feel closer to each day, we seam to have this weird bond sometimes and I think that our stupidness ties into each other and we just become stupid bitches lol. But he is my girl.

Now on to the week and what has gone on. Monday I woke up and got ready to spend the day with TomOrl. He wanted to go to Disney and see the lighting of the castle. I didn't have much at all to do so I thought that would be a lot of fun. Well TomOrl did not get off of work till a little later which means it was not the time that we were thinking that he would be here so that we could go out and do some of the stuff that we wanted to. But when we got to the park we took the monorail into epcot and just to go and see what it was all about, well me that it he had already been there. We went on the green house ride it was nice and away form the crowed. And let me tell you when the day is best not to go. Ummmmm the day i went, there was a lot of people there that day and that was the one time I was like don't you all need to be at home with like family. But it was still a lot of fun. Rode some rides and saw the lighting of the castle, then watched the firework show and saw Tink fly out of the castle. She / He did the move that Tink does so that made me happy "the one where she puts her legs up and her hands down its so cute". Then headed back to his friends house where I met David and Chris and hung out with them for a bit. Chris was a really cool guy and me and him clicked right away it was a lot of fun I didn't feel so out of place. And TomOrl friend David is I guess really nervous about a lot of people I guess i'm not all to sure but he likes his life more or less and does not need to add to much. And he took some what of a shining to me and that made me happy. He sort of looks like Jack from "Will & Grace" for real for real. Then headed home and watched some stuff on you tube then called it a night.

Tuesday was a bit of a slow start but then about 11 am it didn't stop. TomOrl got up and made some breakfast and I started on my Tex messages, and calling my family that still talks to me. What was really nice to see is that my Dad had called me first. So after the first group of tex went out then I called my Dad back, It's never really been all that great talking to my Dad because he was not apart of my life for a long time and even when he got back in my life he had missed out on so much that there was to much of a gap to be able to read someone. So with my Dad and myself it's still a work in progress. But of course my sister had mentioned this to my Dad so I had to explain it to him that the only thing that I know how to talk to him is with work, getting directions, football, and where is a good place to go site see. But I know that it has been getting a lot better and for that I'm happy. We did spend about 30 min on the phone. Then of course I called my mom, thats my bitch and she knows it I love my mom to death and I'm a big ol mama's boy, and then we talked for about 45 minutes. Then my mom had told me that she hadn't been able to get a hold of my sis yet and just wanted to know that she was doing ok, my sister had gone to visit her in-laws. And there was a big snow storm so we both got a bit worried. I called her and no answer but I knew that she would be ok and I told my Mom that if I ever got in contact with her that I would let her know. But then on to the house for the big din din. TomOrl and my-self loaded his car up with all of the food that he made for the din, then started making our way to the house. When we got home there was still no one home and it still did not feel like Christmas. I guess that the feeling of real family would of helped. But after a few had arrived, it was JonJon his hub Matt and there new boy Gregg at Florida Dudes. Then later showed up Rich and his man, and then Charlie was here as well as Chaz, Jon, Zac, TomOrl. Marsh didn't make it he was still with his family and I hope he had the best time ever. But then we all did some eating and of course you knew that Zac had to get his cam out and do what he needed to do. Then after we got our grub on we all decided to get into the drinks and the chit chat. After a few and some crew started to leave the house it was mainly FD guys and CBL. Gregg and I started getting into talking and I thought that he was very cute. We asked it would be okay if he stayed the night, and i'm sure if you haven't heard what all happened be sure to listen to podcast or look at level 2.

So then along came a Wednesday. After getting started with a bit of a tiring morning decided to get moving. Really didn't have much to do for the day. But try and help get Gregg home, and Rich had said that he would of helped out so that was set. Then I walk down to the kitchen and started to get something to eat and saw chat. About that Matt was mad that his model had stayed over and acted like a slut. I was in shock more or less. Went up and started to talk with Gregg and see what his thoughts were about it. And more or less to say what he had to say was and I quote "WTF". So the day for us more or less had gotten a little cocked blocked. So as we spent the day wondering why he got so mad and if there was a way to get him home any sooner and just chilled and watched a movie. After the movie there was not a lot more that we could do so I started talking with some people and see if there was a chance that anyone could come pick us up and take him home. Thank you so much D, D did come to the rescue and I think Gregg had about 3 cigs on the drive home because he was a bit on end. But he got home in time for his chat, and more or less it seamed like everything was ok. Then you all know D, we needed to find a bar. After we got back close to I-drive there was a bar that he went to all the time, so we stopped for a bit and had a beer or two and a shot. On the way home we stopped at the mall because I was still in the mood to shop a bit. So I headed my ass right into AE and got 1 shirt one pair of pants, sandals, and some really cute sweat pants. Then we were talking about going to Paradise for drinks after my chat. So picked up a beer for chat and then heaed out afterwards. D told me that he could not play pool. So me thinking that I might be able to teach him, he ends up kicking my ass. Had a few drinks and then went to Savoy. Not much that I remember about Savoy, but I know that I made it home and all was good.

Thursday I had woke up a bit later than I thought and I had to be to work in an hour. So I race a bit to get up and get ready. Part of the deal of D going out with me is that he was going to crash at the house and take me to work because I had paid for drinks. Went all around the house and there was no D around. And at this time Jon and Chaz were in Tampa because Robb and Mike had decided that they were going to quit CBL, it all came as quite a shocker because no matter how much Robb hated "CBL" he did not leave on a pro level. So still stunned about that, they had to be there because that would me that there would of been no one in Tampa for about a week. So then I ask Zac what he was doing for the morning and he mention that he was going to go feed the horses with Marsh car. I asked if he would be able to give me a ride. All he told me was to go and Ask Marsh because he didn't want to take me and piss off Marsh. I know my twin and all I had to say is hun can Zac give me a ride to work in a low voice then raise it a bit and say I'll give you ten for your gas. I know that he would of said yes anyway but hey that was just me. Got to spend some time with the horses because that was the only way that I was going to go to work. Went out and fed for a bit. There was a horse out there named Romeo and I just loved him he was so nice to me, and now I really want to start going out a lot more often. Then off to work and Zac and I started getting into one of our about nothing talks and I do like having those with him. Work went ok I know that my boss was a bit upset that I was late but I did call and told her ahead of time what was going on and that I was on my way. The got to see the new stuff with the floor set and did a whole bunch of nothing because we were just about dry because our shipment was late or something like that. Started to head home and marsh called me asking me what time I got off and wanted to know if i wanted to go shopping with him after I got home. I told him that I was downtown and waiting for the bus and would be on my way soon and that I would just meet him there. Well, about 2 hours later I called him to tell him that I had made it to my stop and trust me that felt like the longest bus ride of my life. Made it over to Wal-Mart and was going to get some grocery's. I didn't know that it could be that fun. Marsh being worn out me still working on a hang over and working it tured out to be a lot of fun. We both said just shopping for a bit of stuff, we were in there for over an hour and Marsh spent 45 and i spent like 60, but hey I know that my food will last me for like a month and a half to two. Had some light drinks and some beer had a blast in chat and then a long ol nap with my bed.

Friday I was going to go shopping with Marsh, but by the time that he woke up and I knew it, it was already one in the afternoon. He had to get ready for work and do some other stuff so there was not going to be a lot of time to go shopping for the day. I thought I was going to wash some clothes and that turned out to be a bust because Jon started doing wash. So I thought that I would clean up my room and by the time I got to that I hadn't done a thing all day that all I did when I got in the door way was just look at it and sigh. So Friday was a very lazy day for me that is the truth. But hey this is how I see it, if you don't have at leas a one of those days in your week or even the month then what the hell is wrong, lol. Nothing wrong with taking some time to watch some movies, kill time and do nothing.

Then I got to a bit of an early start on Saturday. Woke up and started off with my happenings, and then got some wash started because I was running low on stock of what to wear. Marsh woke up and asked me if I was going to want to be going shopping for the day as seeing as how we missed yesterday you know I was all over it. We sat out on the upper patio for a bit and I saw just how dirty it was, so I decided to go ahead and tidy up around up there and it looks a lot better now. Jumped in the shower to start getting ready. Marshall was ready to go and asked me if we need to wait for my clothes to finish and just let me borrow AE of his, i was just happy the boy had AE, lol just kidding. So we were up and out for the day at about 1130. Made it to the mall where i work and Marshall's cousin works at the store right across from me so he stopped to say hi, and I went to go get my check. When I saw how much my check was I was a little taken by it because it was about 25 more than what I thought. So naturally I wanted to look at stuff. And after asking some co-workers and my twins opinion of what they thought I ended up getting three shirts and a new dog tag. But hey with the discount on top of the sale I didn't do to bad. Then we decided that we needed Bloody Marys, so we headed to the P-house to catch happy hour. There was actually a lot of people there for the day time and most were swimming and some well most should have not been doing such. Looked at some cute undies and then bounced out. Went to Florida Mall and wanted to hit them up. Went to the AE there and Marsh used a GC that he had to get a couple of cute shirts that he wanted, and we know how I am in my store. I ended up walking out with a pair of pants lol. Then we headed over to Old Navy, a store that I have not been in, in a while and i found a new cute pair of sweats. So all for all I got 3 new shirts new chain 1 pair of jeans and 1 pair of sweats. But to put the best in still running earns, went to savoy for some drinks and to drop off the cell phone money that I owed to my friends. Marsh and I started off with Vodka and 7, and I had my good ol rum and coke. We made fun of some porn on tv till we decided to play pool. Then I got one beer. To play pool with, lol. Then I get a phone call from Tom "Just to put this out there real quick. I know that his name has been coming up a lot asking if he is the Teacher, and no he is not. The Teacher and I have not been talking due to his on personal life." It did make me happy, we had a phone conversation on Friday night for a good min, and I asked what he was up to. Said that he just got off work and was heading home. So I took the one chance that I had to see him before the whole week goes by and asked if he wanted to stop by seeing as how we were already there. And yes he did. Few small conversations few small kisses and I like that, but I will state that I'm not looking for a BF but I would like to date. So I guess I just have to see how this goes. Seams like the last few I've talked to don't even show up on the radar anymore.

And then the best day of my life. Sunday meeting and cleaning, but I do have to say I like to do this. One my typing is getting a lot faster "i know that you've all said that my chat is one of the fastest I'll see if i can slow it down but not sure how that will go." Two I know a lot more about what I've done because I can just go back and look, because if you ever try to do this if it was not a requirement how long could you really keep it going, but still is a lot of fun. And I'm not to sure if we will be going out tonight seeing as how new year's is right around the corner. So I guess we'll just have to see how that goes. With Zaccie you never know.

Work has been going well, as you all know I was called in 2 times last week and that was great. I think that I'm going to try and take some time to hang out with my old room mates, I do miss them my sister Scotty and his hubby Brandon. They have been together for 2 years and still going. They were actually apart of me and my ex's life. And then to finger crossing because this New year may come a new job, I will be calling back Olive Garden and see where they stand and see what I have to do. I don't think that I'll get rid of AE but it is something that I would put somewhat on the back burner. But still try to get shifts when I could. And I just guess see whats going on with Tom and see if there is a day that I might get to be able to spend with him.

And as for that like I always say stick around you never know whats going to go on in these houses, and if you have managed to get past reading all of this then I love you more lol.
Kisses

Love

Clay

AKA

Puppy

yea work

Hey guys how are you all doing? Well as always I'll give you the week so that if you don't want to read you can just go right to the day. Monday, called work to get my schedule and ended up working. Tuesday had a day to relax. Wednesday was actually on the schedule yea. Thursday one more day to unwind and Bryant from Riches party came over. Friday had a quick lunch with Bryant and went to work. Saturday we had a porn shoot at the house. Sunday as usual cleaning and chit chat.
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Well to go ahead and start things off. Everything with the house has been great so far it's still hard to think that I've been here this long. Me just being me we all know I don't like drama but it is there. So i try as hard as I can to keep everything mellow, Jon has been dealing with some stuff with his family and that's is something to me that I don't understand, because the people in my family is all of 4. I don't talk to my family never really all that close after i hit 10. So I can't really tell him anything that he doesn't know or know better than I do. I just hope for the best in what goes on. I know that he knows I love his ass to death and I hope he will talk to me if he needs to. Zaccie is still Zaccie big ol tech that he is, got some new stuff for all of you guys I hope you like it. Marshall is actually dealing without a bf right now, Ryan is gone for a week. He spent some time with his dad and I know that was good he came home happy. we should all have a lot of fun tonight. I love my Marshall my good twin. Chaz and I had some play time in chat I hope you all got to see it :).
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So now on to Monday, I got up and i called work to see what if I worked for the week. And then i got asked to come in, so you all know that i was happy. Spent my day at work and it was great. Being there was weird it felt like i was a new employee. but after getting into the swing of things it was all good. Then on my way home of course i was tired and was not thinking. I missed my stop so I went very far out of my way and when i got to the house i had 10 min till chat lol so that was a lot of fun.
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Tuesday i took some time to myself yes i know i don't work that much right now but you still need a day to yourself and after working for 6 hours and the bus i needed a day for me. After i started chat i noticed that i was not feeling that well. That was something that stuck with me for about 2 days and it sucked. So on Tuesday I mostly slept for the day and did my chat.
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Wednesday i did not have chat but I did have to go to work that day still feeling like shit ran over 2 times. I did my work and headed the fuck out because I really was not feeling all that great but hey I still went to work so props to me. But that night I was talking to Bryant a guy that was over at Rich's party and he was a really cool kid so i thought what the hell and asked him if he was going to come to Orlando when he was near the area. Then had some drinks and called it a night.
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Thursday was a very good day. Tom the guy I thought i might get to spend the day with fell through he asked me when i was passed out still sick if it was okay to come steel me for the night and spend the day with him, and trust me i wanted to but the way that i was feeling that would of not worked out. Then giong into the night Chaz, Jon and I watched some movies and then Bryant called letting me know that he was on his way. I got way to happy but all on the inside. Started telling him how to get here and all that jazz. When he got here we went and picked up something to drink for the night. Had a nice talk out on the back and then marsh came out of chat and we all wanted to drink more. So then Chaz makes some Mojitos mix and we all get twisted off of that. To be honest i don't know if anything between me and Bryant went on because Chaz made those drinks to damn wel. But we all had a good night just having fun and I was with my twin so that made it better.
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Friday when i woke up i had a missed call form work and they wanted me to come in for the day. so even better. I go from not working for 2 weeks to having 3 days in a week so that was very good. Bryant took me to work and he was so cute because he wanted to eat at a mom and pop store and i don't know where they are. So we had a minute driving around. Then when we did stop for food we actually had a nice talk and that ment something to me seeing as how hes younger than me so that was really good and then i spent the day at work thinking about him all day "not good" it was a mark down day and that sucked ass and then jon zac and chaz came to the mall to pick me up because they were out and cought me at work lol fun and not. Because i like to be around my friends at work but still come on you all know.
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Saturday was just a day of doing nothing at all i had a lot of fun there was a porn shoot at the house and the main guy was hot as hell. And i guess after i left he was asking for me i was like what the hell damn ass hole lol jk. but he was really cute and i guess he might get in the house not sure yet. Then i went out to din din and it was so good. they cooked the food they way i liked it and they were on top of all of it, so that was really good.
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Then like i say be sure to stay tuned because you never know whats going to happen life is life an hun you know i got the life lol.

kisses
love
clay
aka
puppy

Fun filled weekend

Hey guys how are you all doing? Just want to start out by saying thank you for having the time to come and read whats been going on. And as you know I live to give a small cap on what has gone on so if you choose to read you know what is going on. Last Sunday we went out to savoy and to p-house. Wednesday ended up having some company over, Got some time to go to winter park and job hunt. Cdr made his way down, Richs party was a lot of fun, and Sunday not a damn thing.

To go ahead and start out with last Sunday. Everyone wanted to go to p house, but Chaz and I wanted to start the night off right and get some $1 drinks at savoy. So we got to savoy and had 2 long islands, and by the time that we get to the last one my favorite bartender makes us the same thing but in one hell of a glass. So after hanging out for a bit headed over to p house. Ryan and Marshall were actually out for the night as well. So it was a lot of fun seeing them out for the time that they were there. Ran into some of Zaccies friends and some people that used to come to partys. Tried to hand out some cards to get an after party started, but I hear that it's so hit and miss now that I was just getting anyone to try to come over. But as I hate to report the party did not happen. But hey we still all had a lot of fun.

Monday there was not a lot to do for the day at all. I wanted to get out and job hunt on Monday but I was just having a lazy day, hey we all know how those go as well. So just sat around and played games with Marshall. Then at about 3ish I finally decided to get off my ass and get out there, well normally I never went this way when I was roller blading in the past times but heard that there was some good places to go look at. I actually must say that for being in Florida I found the hills. Now I said that I know how to roller blade but it has been some time, and I had to make myself crash into dirt one time because I was just getting going way to fast. Hey it was either that or eat the pavement so i chose dirt, and that as well the trip to where I needed to go just felt a lot longer. On the way back home it started running a little close to my chat time so I got on a bus for about half of the way and slid right into chat on time.

Tuesday was a bit relax as well. I headed out "the safe way lol" and did some more job hunting and that's when I got to go to winter park, which is very nice by the way. Its a very posh and little upper scale for Orlando, but still chi lax. There was a few places I turned applications into so I just have to wait and see how that goes. It sounds like the Olive Garden is about a 45%-70% chance that they will say yes. Then when I made it home for chat I was in the mood to go out because I had been out all day. I over said that in chat and ols asked if I did want to go out. But on Tuesday the only place to go out is to Pulse and thats not one of my favorite bars sow we just said that we would go out Wednesday night instead. Rich wanted to go out one night before his party. So I told Chaz that he was going as well.

I spent most of Wednesday off of my feet just because my leg had started to hurt from all of the roller blading. But when it came the time we Headed out to paradise to go get our drink on. Well after being there for a bit I ran into a guy that I had talked to before in the past but not just as much because I was dancing. After getting to talk to him I got his number, and wanted to keep in touch. As the night went on &1 margaritas start to get to you. And guess who ended up coming home with me. We started off a little slow but then it going a little bit, and it was going on into the wee hours of the morning. :)

Thursday was the day that cdr was going to be coming into town. He flew in and met Rich for lunch and they hung out for a bit, I gave him a call to chit chat for a bit and see what he was up to and if there was anything that he wanted to do, because the only thing that he was really here for was Rich's party, and to go with us to PI that night. So I said that if he wanted to hang out that it' was cool with me. Cdr got over to the house, and we got to talking about where we were going to go. So the mall came out because I got to help him pick out some club gear, seeing as how he said he didn't shop and didn't really care. So for about an hour I got to play fashion coordinator. And what better place to shop than AE, so we got him a nice dress shirt, 2 cute boot cut pants, polo shirt, and a dark shirt with a cool eagle on in. So that was a lot of fun and of course we got to take advantage of my discount. Then after shopping went to grab a bite to eat, we went to this steak house and of course what do we get "shrimp" but it was very good. After din din we headed to PI to meet with Rich, Jon, and Chaz. We all ended up having a blast at the club Jon was a little gone because he wanted to go out but in order to do that he need to have a little medication to withstand the pain. So he started to get really goofy, and Jon being Jon saying some of the most random stuff. But after that was all said and done I was off from chat that night so I crashed over at Cdr's hotel.

The next morning we said that we would go play some putt putt and see where the day takes us. Putt putt was a lot of fun we were on I-Drive so stuff like that is all over the place. And I also got a history lesson on Black Beard. Cdr got a hole in one I got two, and yet he still beat me by 5 points. Then I need to be really classy for lunch because thats how I like it. Strolled over to KFC and got something to eat. Then I told cdr that he was going to do this human Sling Shot. It is what it sounds like, So when we decided to head over in that direction. When we got there we couldn't get in and we decided to ask someone if they were open, cdr thought he was not going to have to do it, they were opening in 5 min lol. So after he set his nerves to the side he actually did a very good job being thrown in the air. Then to let the stomach catch its self we chilled in the hotel room for a bit and watched a movie. I know who killed me was a very good movie if you ask me I loved it. Then just headed home and wound down.

Saturday was the day for Richs party. So there was some early chats, and then it was going to be off to have some fun. Mike and Robb got to make it down for the party Tom went to help in getting them here. And all that I could think that there was going to be something happen or said and something was going to go wrong. We get to the party and we are greeted by Rich, Mike, Robb, and Tom as we all finished our cigarettes. Of course all it took for Jon to get in was that there was food. Long time had passed in the house before I said anything. Not really a whole lot of people there that I knew. I knew cdr, Mike, Jon, Zaccie, D, Rich, Tom, and wasn't really sure on how Robb felt toward me because of all the stuff that had gone on in the last week, and ex cbl James just from the club a few times. But everyone else was ex cbl or fd or current and some of Riches friends. So it just felt a little out of place because once again you had that talking going on like you were on camera. But Brandon got there and decided that he wanted to go and get some beer. And at that time I was about not staying in the house at the time. But got back and some conversation started and the air started to lift and it didn't feel as bad, thank god for alcohol. Then there was this really cute younger guy that I saw there. His name is Brain and he is Filipino as well, one cute ass asain let me tell you. But we actually got into talking for a little bit that was a lot of fun. After a while the party started to wind down and it was close to 1 and D myself and some others wanted to go out real quick. We ended up going to the Ale house where we split like two pitcher between the 3 of us. After the bar headed back to Riches and just went to sleep.

Then Sunday was a day for lazy as well I did my meeting from the phone and then when i got back did my cleaning. Didn't do much other than that watched movies all day. Then Chaz and I wondered into the movie room and watched two movies that had a lot of water in them lol. And then Robb talked to me outside and we got to clear up that air a bit between us which was really good.

But on the off note thats all thats left to say and be sure to stick around and see what happens next

Love
Clay
aka
puppy

Oh me oh my

And as I always say, yet another week goes by and I didn't even see it happen. Last night really felt like a Wednesday night. But to go ahead and give you a little snip-it of went on this week in case you don't feel like reading the whole thing. Last Sunday was a blast at the club went out with one dollar and came back with one dollar and still managed to get a good buzz. Wednesday night went out with Marsh and Chaz to Dexter's and to Paradise. Drama broke out with the pod cast given that night. Thursday Mike did a pod cast, then Friday we both did a pod cast. Saturday was my photo shoot.

Sunday night after chat we decided to go out to p house and have some fun. I wasn't in the mood but decided to go anyway because Zaccie wanted to go out. So we get there and I wasn't really having fun at all, looked around saw some hot boys. Marsh and Mike were walking around. I stayed with Zac and Chaz and then Rich showed up, saw that I was in a mood and wanted me to be happy, so being the sweetie that he is he got me a drink. After getting a little lose we were around the dance floor and this guy had his shirt off and ended up hitting me on accident, and I said if your going to hit on me you could at least get me a drink. He said sure so I got into talking to him and found out that he was here on a porn convention so of course I got him to meet Chaz and Zac. Then mike and I heard a song that we both liked in the other room and said that we were going to go dance. Went to the bar to say hi to one of my favorite bartenders, there some guy asked me to help him with his drink something he was doing with napkins. I guess it helps keep the glass from sweating. There was a vent blowing so it was really hard to get that together. So he bought me a drink for the help. So by this point I've had 3 doubles and these doubles are triples because these bartenders know me. So I was feeling good lol.

Then Wednesday came along and Mike was off to Tampa. But later that day Marshall , Chaz, and I decided that we needed to go to Dexter's for a liquid lunch. Just some girl time away from the house. The backpack came with us. So we just played a day of gossip and to just be relax. Then we were off to paradise because it's $1 shots of tequila and margaritas. We get there and start off with a shot and a margarita. Played some pool got a little buzzed because we started singing on the way home and not well I might add lol. But when we got here Zaccie asked me if I wanted to do a pod cast. So of course all the stuff came out about Robb, Mike, Chaz, and my self. But it wasn't anything that hasn't already been said or talked about. I just gave my feelings on it form how I felt not from what I heard. That how Chaz and I know what we are to each other. What kind of feelings I was getting from Mike. Just everything. Then did my chat and off to bed

Thursday I wake up and hear from Zac that mike heard the pod cast and wanted to have his input, so he did one with Zac. And from some of the stuff I heard, I thought was a little out of place as well. He was trying to point out something that he didn't even know about, something that happened before he even moved in. And some other stuff. I have to admit that I was a little taken by it. But I had plans to go to dinner with a friend, which went very well I had a great time. But to give myself the time to sit back relax and gather my thoughts. Zaccie said that if I wanted to that we could both be in the pod cast on Friday.

Friday came and we get to do the pod cast. I stated my point of views and told him that he was wrong in saying some of the things that he said. He then came on and said basically the same thing but that he doesn't take back anything that he said but that there was a truce. So we got that all cleared. Then I went to go hang out with the Teacher that evening. Zaccie was kind enough to give me a ride over to his house. There was party that his friend was have a little get together. I had fun while I was there I met some new people. Then we headed to phoenix but to say the least it was dead and there was no karaoke. So just went back to the house where one of his friends came over and we just sort of hung out and talked. But need to get to bed a little early because I had to be back at the house for my photo shoot.

Saturday came and I got home about 9:30 started to get ready and packed because we were going to do my shoot out on the yacht. Well, 11 started to roll around and we still were getting ready to go. So all I thought was that I could of slept in a little later. We got out to the yacht and our take off was great I must say. and started to do some pics before we got all the way out. when we got out to the coco beach area I tried to get as my poses out that I could, with that much space that was hard. After like 20 frames all Jon could say is that the shoot was turning out hot. That made me happy, and he said that it was easy to work with me because I would come up with poses vs him telling me all the time how to look. Then we needed to start doing the nude shots and there was this one boat that just lingered in our area. I mean really it's the ocean and you had to be within eye sight of us, but hey I was walking around the yacht in my undies. But then by this time we had been geeing hit with waves and it was getting hard to get a shot because the camera would be all over the place or I would lose a way I looked so if you get the chance to see how they all looked just remember how hard that is. But hey we all hung in there, we all started to get a little sea sick, all our first time ever getting that way. Then after we decided to head in, after about half way in I just said hey might as well try to get some water shots. So my crazy ass decides to get out in the ocean. Tied the life raft to the boat, and got some shots, I think there is like only two that he can use. And then Zaccie asks if I wanted to be pulled by the boat so I said fuck it. That was a lot of fun I hope you guys get to watch the video. But we get back home around 6 pm and I'll looking over chat and see some message that says that someone said that Robb is probably sleeping with Mike, Chad, or some random guy. Then he was asking who said it, then said that he knew it was me and that he was going to knock my teeth out. I had no clue what was going on but by this point i was getting upset because I was being blamed for something I never said. And that was a roller coaster in its self. So I asked that if it would be better that he just not say my name or mention anything about me and I'll do the same so that way when something is said we know not to look at each other. But it didn't stop till about 20 min later. He just kept saying that I was jealous because he has something I wanted. And that's wasn't true. But after a while I guess he calmed down. And we left it at that. Then something was said that I thought was funny, but somewhat true. If it hadn't been for me they would of never met. As I told Robb I don't want Mike I like him as a friend, and I wish them the best. I just don't want there to be fights when it can be easily avoided, and just talked about. Sorry I'm a lover not a fighter.

Work has been getting on my nerves, with all the seasonal help its been cutting into my hours I called today to see if I was working next week and all I am is an on call for the week. So I'm going to talk to my store manager and ask for a transfer to a mall that will actually give me hours. But I'm still trying to get out there and look for a serving or a bar tending job in the mean time.

Everything around the house has been fine, like I said the weeks go by so quick it's sometimes hard to remember everything that went on. But tonight we are going to head out to savoy and to p house and see how that goes. I would like to get the parties started again on Sunday nights again. Hey you know I need to get my tricks.

But thank you for coming by to read and I'll update you all next week on what goes on this next coming week. Love you all and have a fun week.

Love,

Clay

aka
Puppy

Its finally a big gay December

Hello guys, yes one more week has gone by, and it never seams to slow down. A lot has gone on, to give you a little intro, well last Sunday ended up with mike "how, i don't remember" I was taken off the roster at savoy. Work at American Eagle has not been what they were thinking so no hours to give. Was able to go to revolution for my first time. went out with my teacher friend, and got an interview with revolution the same night. Got to spend sat with the teacher and went bike riding. and spent some time with his friends and had dinner.
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So now with that lets see if we can keep up :). Last Sunday when I got back from CA, got home late and everyone was in the mood to go out, guess everyone had something to be happy about. Chaz was happy that I was back he said that he missed me to much lol 5 days is a lot. I guess Mike and Robb had made things a little more personal, and Marshall was just in the mood to go out. He was actually the one trying to get everyone to go out i hear. But we all decided to go to savoy and have some long islands. Then went over to p-house ran into some people that we all knew and chit chatted with them for a little bit. After we decided to leave is when things got a little blurred for me, I don't even remember walking in the house. I guess that with Mike and I being in the state that we were in we ended up having a little something go on. I don't remember it at all, and then I guess Robb was hearing about what was going on and called Mike out on it the next day. Mike told him that it was only for a few minutes, and I guess they worked through it a little bit, but then the next day it was posted and it was longer than a few minutes. To be honest on my end, yea I had something for Mike but thats just it I had. When I first met him he was into me and I said that if we were room mates it's not going to happen we can be friends with something extra more or less. Then it bounced from Robb to him showing me a little interest, and then just back and forth. And to be honest I'm not all about that. The one thing that is going to get me is a guy that knows what he wants and right now I'm not sure that he does. Hes one hell of a guy a good friend and an awesome person to be around. I think that if i was ever in need of a friend that Mike would be there for me. and i think it will be better if it stays that way. I guess that Mike will be going to Tampa for two weeks while they get some apps in. I only hope that he gets all the info that he needs to know weather or not he wants to be with Robb, and if it works out I wish them the best.
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Got to actually spend some time with Marshall a little bit this week, and that's been a lot of fun, you all know I love my twin. Went out to this little cafe called Dexters I guess, it was my first time there, and we were with Mike. had some drinks and some chips. Ran into one of Mikes friends she was a blast, and we saw some cute boys there. Marshall and I got into doing some drawing again. We actually worked on a piece together and it's slowly turning out, of course whatever Marshall adds to it will be a hell of a lot better than what I do lol.
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Thursday I got to hang out with Zaccie, Chazz, and Mike. We all went to revolution "my first time there" and we bounced around and checked it out. It seams like it will do really well once everyone is aware that it is there and it becomes one of the places to go. right now I can say that the drag show was very good. The stage was a little more for the crowed than just being for performing. they actually got to interact with the patrons, which i think helped. after a little dancing we were on the way out and I saw this cute guy and gave him my number, so I have to wait and see if he'll call me. And Chazy finally got to get out of the house, hes been running around the house like crazy. Hes been really busy trying to get all the marketing done, and fixen up the house and then the farm with Jon and helping Jon going to his therapy. So yea he has been busy but it's all the same places and doing the same thing so it was a lot of fun seeing him out on an irregular day.
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But then to get the stiff from savoy was a bit of a low blow to me when I got back. But hey that's just the job, the time for me at savoy was getting a little old, 5 months as a dancer at the same bar on the same nights does get old, but that brings me to what happened on Friday. Actually got to take care of some stuff around the house. And was waiting to get things together to stay with the teacher for my days off. But what was really cute is while i was waiting, Chaz was getting ready to go to the store so I asked him if he could pick up some chalk and salt. I started to feel a little arts and crafty :). Jon saw me coloring salt and couldn't figure out why or couldn't get what I was doing, so I got him to sit down with me and help me out with the sand art. After we had finished he was hooked, and in shock. He loved it and come to find out when I came home he had done one more lol. I love that kid to death and I like to be able to put a smile on his face, even if it's something as simple as salt art. I know his neck is a lot for him to deal with. And anything that can make it better hell I'll try.
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But then my ride showed up and I was out. We were planing on going over to one of his friends house for dinner, but I guess it started getting to late, so hey we were both dressed to go out so why not go out. We decided to go to revolution and check it out, this was around nine. Order some drinks and hung around. We asked what time the show was going to start, and thought that we could hang in there because there was karaoke going on lol. so after a while they opened up the area for everyone, and the show was about to start. To be honest that was one the best drag shows I've seen in the last 2 years. And trust me when I say I've been to a lot of drag shows lol. Then I ended up running into a friend that was cut form savoy as well and was talking to me and said that I should talk to the manager. So I did and got something set up for this Tuesday, but after all that. The teacher and I just spent most of the night being around each other and he made me feel good. He made sure that I was having a good time and that I was having fun. After we were done there we were going to head to his house, but then asked me if I had ever been to the Phoenix. I had only hear of it, so he thought we'd stop by for a little bit. It was a dive of a bar and was not that busy but I loved it. And of course they were doing karaoke there as well. So by this point were both a little buzzed and I tell him to do a song, that there was no one there and they weren't going to give a shit what he sounded like. So I told him that if he sing that I was going to put in a song. I turned in his slip and was showing this girl right next to me what I was going to sing when he sang "she was telling him that he would be fine" but then she took my slip and turned it in. So he ended up doing Tim Mcgraw live like you were dying. And he shocked everyone in the bar, I mean damn the boy could sing. But then of course me and my tone def ass decided that I was going to do Reba McEntire's fancy. So I just worked the crowed. but had a lot of fun ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Then on Saturday we got up, and had some breakfast which is something I haven't really had in a long time "at a house". with one of his friends that was going to go bike riding with us that day. After we got done eating, she wasn't really feeling all that well. So she went home to rest and we went ahead and went for the ride. I did not know that I was going to be doing this, last time I was on a bike for a workout was about 7-8 years ago. but thank god I'm active lol. I kept up went to Eola and it was not a short ride lol. then walked around the lake 3 times. Then headed back. Then went to lunch, where I ate to much. Got back to the house and relaxed for a little bit because he was going to cook dinner for his room mate and his friend and myself. We got up and went to the store and started getting some stuff. And he made a statement that was a little weird but cute. He looked at me and said "I feel like I'm married, I'm shopping for dinner.. in a grocery store with you." And yea I could see it because that's normally what couples do. But then I said well it was this or sit at the house alone lol. After we got back he started cooking, and I was catching the updates on Football I wanted to see what my team was at but I think I missed it "DAMN IT." then his friend came over, and we all started talking. She was at this little school casino thing the night before, and she wanted to learn how to play poker. So I sat down and showed her how to play, she got it very quick. Then his room mate came home and we all just had dinner and relaxed. And then off to snuggle and sleep.
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But this week has been good for me, I've got some things to look forward to, some things I need to look out for, and some things that are just there to make me happy. Tonight going to try and go out and have some fun with the boys that I've not been around for the last two days and get back to sister "gurl" mode for a nice relaxing time with the teacher. As far as the week to come you all know just as much as I do lol. So like you all know be sure to keep an eye out you never know whats going to happen around the house.
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but thank you all for taking the time out of your day to stop by and read what's been going on I hope to see you all in the chats to come

Love,

Clay
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a.k.a

Puppy