Fate

Well one more week has gone by and yet still fast as ever. I thought that it may have slowed down a bit but of course something else happened to me this week that is just making it way to hard for it to slow down but i'll be sure to tell you about that later. As you all know i give a little in site to how my week went so that if you don't like it you can just skip to the day so you know you have to love it. So here it goes

Monday Tom stole me to go out before chat. Ols was over and we headed back to savoy and Tom was there. He gave me a ride home and we had a good talk before I wandered back inside.
Tue laid about and watched some family guy with my twin and then Tom and I headed out for some din din. Wednesday I had off from the house so i spent my days off with Tom. Friday got back home and it was really cool to do chat in the hot tub. Saturday heard some family stuff and ended up smoking more than I wanted because I'm trying to quit. And Sunday still has not changed Tom helped me clean up a bit before he went to work.

But everything so far has been really great with everyone I badly miss my Tampa boys and I actually hear that they might make a trip up here soon so that will be really great. But even if it does not happen at least I'll get to be there with them on Saturday. Zaccie and Jon just celebrated 6 years of being together, that was really good to see and I do wish them the best of years to come. The house is starting to get a bit quite because Marshal is just about done. In one month Marshal will be out and guess what I hear that were going to have an app in the house the next week. But that is something that i need help with, I'm not sure if i want to stay in my room or if i want to take over Marshal's room. Damn that would be sad not even in a 3 month time frame i will be in 3 different rooms lol. Work is still work its like pulling teeth sometimes but its not that bad. But it's a nice relax job and a lot less stressful.

But to go ahead and to start off with Monday, hung out around the house for the day and then Tom gave me a call and wanted to know if i wanted to go out for a bit after he had gotten off of work. At first I didn't understand what he was getting at and in the past we had mentioned that we do like to go to Savoy on Monday nights for mojitos, but that was something that we wanted to do but it just sort of fell off like most night of going out. Zaccie was actually in the mood to go out that night so i did tell him that if i was going to go that I would be out later. Well he came by the house anyway and took me out there, he was going to be meeting of his friends there and wanted me to come along. Got to spend some time talking to his friend and he was really cool we clicked and i think that Tom saw that. Then of course I had chat at 9 so it was time to rush back to the house and I was a minute late because traffic sucked but i did make it. Zac did say that he was going to be going out with me around 10 ish so i was looking forward to it because tom said that if i was going back out to give him a call even know that he had to work in the morn. So after chat i'm told that Jon and Zac went to bed and would not be going out and that just was like wtf. Rich was here and said that he was in the mood and I told him that if he went I would get him a drink. Well we get there and I couldn't find Tom anywhere "the little shit was sitting in the one place that i never go" but got some drinks and hung out with Tom and Rich for a bit. After a little while we ran into some of my friends Josh and Ryan who i love to death and then we all decided to go ahead a play some pool well to say the least in that one Tom got to have a nice talk with them and learned how to play pool a little bit better. Well when we got back to the house we had a bit of a talk outside in the car. The short version of it was yea we did like being around each other and we liked each other but that we didn't want the relationship factor to get in the way because it was something that we weren't really looking for. But that we did want to keep on talking and see where it was going to go. He liked wearing my dog tags for the night but i needed those back so i gave him my chain as sort of like well i like where it's going as well and this is something i've had for 2 years and i'm ok with you having it.

Tuesday i sat on the couch and watched some Family guy with Marsh it was a nice little laugh and pow wow with him. I know right now that I'm going to wear out his name but only because he was a big part of my week lol. But then Tom had asked me if i wanted to go out and get something to eat and asked me to pick a place. I chose p f changs for dinner, and Tom got me around 7 pm well I had chat at 9 and I was starting to worry about time and wondered if it was going to be a good idea just because of the distance. But we got there and sat at the bar and ordered so it was a lot faster. We played the ask the questions game so that we could get to know a bit more about each other and one of the things that Tom started coming around a bit more is because he said that he was interested in me and he didn't want to be in fear of where i lived to affect that at all. So getting to know me was getting to know where i lived. Well on the way home stopped to get something to drink and sure enough Tom did join me in chat that night. I think with the way that it went was a lot better than what he thought it was going to be so I know that he had a lot of fun doing it as well. Tom did decide to stay the night but we had to get up early because he had to go to work.

Wednesday I packed a bag for the next 2 days because I did have them off. Tom was so sweet and told me that it was ok for me to use his car to get out on my day off and just have a good day. At first I didn't really know what to do because I didn't really have a lot to do and didn't really know anyone to be all out and about. I had forgotten some stuff at the house so I headed back to the house and took a shower and got what I needed and got my AE check. Went and hung out with my old room mates which was a lot of fun did some catching up. I miss and love my Scotty to death but they do work a lot so i understand that as well. But then I just headed back to pick up Tom after he got off work. We went and got some dinner which we couldn't even finish and then just went back to his place laid up on the couch and watched a movie then well i'm sure you know.

Thursday I had to work and for once we actually had stuff to do. We were getting ready for the new floor set so we had to do a lot of changes around the store and do some switching some stuff up. So that went by really quick, Tom had also mentioned to me that he like the chains that we sold so i thought that I would be cute and get him a cross chain. He told me that was a shocker to him that I paid attention to the small stuff like that and that he was taken by it. I just told him that I like to see people happy and I don't really like it when there is bad air around. We headed back home and for some reason i'm not sure if it was just the day but we both felt like taking a nap. After we WOKE up wanted to get out for a bit and there was some stuff i had to pick up as well so we headed to Savoy and had a few beers and got into talking a little bit more. And I have to give myself props that I did not smoke in the bar at all that night and we were there for like 2 hours. After that I called my Scotty to see what he was up to and he was stuck at work, Tom and Scotty know each other and Tom still wanted to drop by and say hi for a minute we talked about sometime meeting up with the whole gang and going out for dinner or something so that should be a lot of fun it works out.

Now when Friday rolled around we just wanted to be lazy, so we were we both snuggled up on the couch and watched some movies and tv. But when it came time to head back to the house Tom had decided that he wouldn't mind sitting with me during chat again. But the cool little twist to it was that we were going to do a hot tub chat. We both had a lot of fun doing that and I can only hope that you all enjoyed it as well. There was a few times where we both got in the pool and trust me that was like really cold and omg it was cold. But during the end of the chat we did get a lot of people asking if we were an item. We both still said no that were just going day by day to see what happens, and I knew that for both of us it was a bit hard to say it sometimes because we had been having such a great time around each other. Then I guess someone else had asked it again and Tom looked at me and gave me a look and just more or less gave that look like why not and i guess at that moment it just felt right and i was happy with him so were giving it a shot and see what happens but I can say that i am happy right now and can't wait to see how this all unfolds.

But now if you can get my title this is where it comes in. And yea I know it may seem like puppy love. But i do know that i've been in 2 relationships that didn't work out i've been single for just about a year and i've had my "fun" and no i was not looking for a relationship but thats usually when they find you. Ok but now for the overly cute stuff that kind of puts fate in on Tom and I. For my Birthday Tom sent me assorted roses, out of all of them to die and i mean like dead the one that was still in good shape was a red one. When we went to PF changs the message of the great cookie lol his said "be on the alert for new opportunity" and mine said "you always surround yourself with true friends" yea i know it's a cookie but still. The way that we met 4 months ago and he was not into "dancers" which means he didn't pay any mind to them and then i saw him at paradise by fluke in december and i was not even planning on being there. Then when he was over here friday night i gave him a card reading that pointed all of what has happened and even some stuff that i didn't even know about but i got it right. And then i get a call from my sister telling me that they have been offered to move over seas for work about the time that i was going to go live with her. So i know that i may be reading into it a bit much but hey when you believe in fate and all of those signs slap you in the face, something is telling me that Tom is here for a reason.

So to go ahead and put that to it's rest if you have any input on it please be sure to let me know because sometime when its like this it's good to hear what other people think. I mean for real is or is that not just like really weird "but in a good way" we do have that thing coming up in Tampa and yea my new bf gets to go with us lol. And just like i say be sure to stick around because you never know what going to happen i mean come on puppy is no longer single :)

Love

Clay

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Puppy