THE FINAL ONE

Well everyone that has seen all of these you should know that they take on a life on their own and something always happens different. Well what i have to say is that this is one thing that i did not see coming. This 7 months has been a long one and once your living in the doors you really don't see how long it really is but hey here is something that does happen...... Reality and for most it may not seam real but it does happen it does not last forever.

To go and get things started ummmmmmm lets start with Tom. Things are great and never better. Time here with Tom has made us really good and has an imprint on our lives. Today is the start to an end if you get that. And more or less other than starting our lifes together that is all that i will say because for the first time this is something i can keep for myself, kisses Tom.

and then to go on a bit with life around with things around the house. Well more or less we still have a Squatter well never mind i guess that he is in the house i guess and moves in tomorrow. Sorry i will say right now that it's not that i don't like the kid but he already tried to hit on me once at AE before i even knew him. Then comes in the house and lays on my bed and welcomes himself for an extended time unwanted.... and then made a small unknowing pass at my boyfriend sorry if i seam a bit stand off-ish then put yourself in my shoes k thank you.

Now with Zac.... boy i love you and thank you so much for everthing that you have given me and this has ment a lot to me. I've made a lot of really good friends and long lasting and i've also met a really great guy and got to learn a lot about through this and i thank you very much. I know that in our past there has been really good times and sometimes where i was not so great. But know that i still love you and its been really great.

Jon to let you know i love you and this will not be the end and your ass better call me that is all that i need to say. I know that your really busy and that somtimes we won't get to do the things that we want to do. But hey sometimes that is life and don't let that be the downfall to a great friendship. You have ment alot to me and have been one of the best firends that i've met in orlando.... thank you...

Nic you'll always have a friend in me and know that please take that for what it is becauase sometimes you don't always get that and know that is genuine and i think that is about all that i can say.

To fallen boys in my time lets see if i can count...... Nick, Robb, Mike, Chad, David that i can remember and wow let me just say wow. That is a lot of people that did not make it ummm more or less yea have fun and have a good life.

Well life is life and it goes on and i'm really not sure what more to say other than have a good one and if you want to know more wait and see and ask when you see me again like a normal person lol kisses have a good day and have a nice life talk to you all later.

Kisses

Love

Clay

aka

just Clay

Holly AE'ed out lol "not"

Well everyone it has been one more week here in the house of cbl and yes time actually still goes fast and there is not a lot that you can do about it right, just get on and ride so to speak. One thing that i have to say is that I'm very happy with Tom and it is hard to belive that we have been together for 4 months and were still going strong. I do think that at times this environment can be a bit hard and if you can withstand it and talk it out then it will all be okay. And something that i want to put here right now is this lol

ALL HAIL OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FAT ONE lol sorry i had to put this this is tigger aka tig tig Toms cat he is just the cutest thing and when i say that he has adopted me he truly has see that is my leg and he does not leave that side lol EVER.

But now on to things that are going on in the house, it seams as Seth has gotten back to days of old and is having an even better time now that he is 21 and can drink and not get in trouble if is out at a bar, and seams to go out a lot with Jon. We hear that there was drama at a Pleasure Island night. Apparently Chase confessed his love to Jonathon in the parking lot at the end of the night and they all wanted to go back in for more drinks but Chaz didn't want to. However, they ended up seperating from him and left him behind so he had to walk ALL the way home since he didn't have a cell phone to call anyone. Let me first tell you.....that is NORMALLY a 30 minute drive from the CBL house....so you can imagine how long that walk was!!! So I feel for that. Apparently then Chase was told to leave the house after confessing his love, then the CBL house was considering getting him psychiatric help as I hear. Well, all I have to say is..."Polish a turd...it's still a turd!"

So then there is Peter leaving. Well, I wasn't totally sure but apparently he never signed his contract pending Mavericks visit cause they weren't sure which direction he was going to be taking.....clearly he decided!! I hope everything works out for them, Mav seems like a great guy. I didn't get all that much time to spend with him, but he seems real.

Nic....love the boy. We hung out playing darts a few times this week. He is STILL beating me, but mark my words...I will get him! He is very good. I really do wish him the best in finding a job. I hope he knows that he has an open invite to escape at Tom and I's place if he ever needs to, cause I know how it is when you get caught up in the CBL bubble and have no outlets. Luckily I have had AE to get away and Tom's place.

Zac and Jon are so busy little bees, it's hard to follow them what with the beer tap, new farm and everything else. But all is good.

So Wednesday Tom and I went for a day of beauty. We both got our hair cut and next time we will go will be right before the cruise. My hair will be long enough then to get highlights, I can't wait to get them again!! So after that we headed out to Universal to ride the new "Simpson's" ride. It was really COOL!!! It is a virtual ride that you are on a roller coaster as Krusty'sideshow Bob is destroying it. You end up all over the place and it is like 4D too. So if you ever get to Universal, you have to check it out. But I am not gonna tell you anymore, cause that would ruin it for ya!

The biggest thing that happened to me this week is that I WORKED at AE A LOT!! I ain't complaining, cause I could REALLY use the extra cash! Going on this trip, I really want to be able to help pay for things for Tom and I, it would really make me happy to be able to do that. I want to be able to pay for the Extra things on the ship since he paid for the cruise itself. So whoever is able to help with donations, it would mean a lot to me. This cruise is going to be like a celebration of the new start to our relationship, and I think you all understand what I mean by that.

So boys, there is only one more entry that I will be doing after this. I hope you all have truly enjoyed getting to know about my life and experience it with me. I have poured my heart into these diaries and have considered turning them into a novel and seeing if it can make it to hardback, lol!! But seriously, I have enjoyed taking the time to tell you about what I have been doing and hope that you have enjoyed the reading and getting to know me along the way!! Stay tuned this week, Who knows what's going to happen!!!

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

As the end comes, life restarts

Well hello all once again and yet one more week goes by and things seam to be getting to where i think they should be.... and what i mean by where they should be is think for a moment and try to think of a life lived on camera and then to go right off of camera. It seams that the normal balance is starting to come into place, but hey you all know what i say "define normal".

But to go ahead and get things started.... I'll start with Tom, things are great and yea we have our tiffs about some things and i think that is good because every relationship is going to have them. What i think that is really good with ours is that were able to talk about it and get to that understanding of why we feel the way we do and then come to "what i think is a compromise because it's not really a compromise" good place and get over the small stuff, and see the bigger picture...... us. So i can be more than happy to say that my life with Tom is going to be good and long i truly am happy that he has come into my life and that I'm really happy that i ran after his ass since last October.

On a work note that is really cool AE is still going really well it seams that i may get a more set time of being there. Because it seams like a new door may have opened up. Funny you say or ask lol it's the Olive Garden lol, yea remember when i was going through all that mess about i would say 3 months ago trying to get a job in winter park and the Olive Garden was telling me to come back for interviews and hey we'll check up on it and we really need people and all that jazz and then more or less didn't hear from them again, well it's not the same one "thank god" because i don't think that the management staff there had it quite right. Although the Olive Garden that i applied at the mall parking lot of the mall that i work in about 7 months ago it seams like that is about 90% that i may have a job after i leave CBL. One of the guys that works there works at starbucks who is a manager at starbucks is also a trainer at Olive Garden. Well needless to say when you see someone just about 3 to 4 times a week and you start to chit chat and get to know someone you learn stuff. Well i found out that they were going to be doing some hiring in a few weeks and he told me to fill out an app and he had known that i served before. So went and did that and he told me the day that i filled it out that the manager was out but that he was going to hold on to my app and hand it to him and tell him about me. So hey thats why i say 90% that i got well hope that i get the job. Some things with AE I'm just not sure about going in full with right now, and most of that will come with time. Like actually know more behind the cash and wrap and more product knowledge then i think I'll peruse AE a little bit more. But for now i think that one of the jobs that i know how to do is sever and just get a lot more time under my belt with AE because i don't think i'll ever truly leave AE till management staff hits the fan because i love my bosses and i love my job.

But that is for everything to come, everything that is going on in the house is great. Zac is getting the house ready for an AA meeting by putting in a beer tap and soda gun, and then in time there is this really cool machine that actually pours alcohol drink with just the push of a button. Hey in the long run it's going to pay for it's self, because when you think about how much Jon goes through soda and how cheep it is to just get the bag in a box and CO2 and just have it go that way.... Zac is actually saving a bundle. So he has been really busy with all the work and set up to take care of that. Chaz has made his way back to the Orlando house and Tj has made his way down to the Tampa house "i'm not mad at that" and I guess that Tj is going to be the house manager of the Tampa house don't ask me i'm not all that sure but i just wonder how long it will be before his welcome is fully out. I'm not really sure how its all going to work out but i hope this switch is for the best.

Everything with the room mates is still going swell, ha lol when was the last time you heard swell. Seth was dealing with some bugs eww and it seams that it is getting better, i don't think i got it and i pray that i didn't but it's just when i think about it i start to itch and yea well i'm just going to rest on the fact that i've not had much contact with the other boys enough to catch it scabies that is. Seth is also trying to get back into school and i hope that it all works out for him. Peter is working now as well ha how do you like that every "boy" in the house is at least 21 or over and everyone is working or a student that is a first in a long time right. But looks like work for him is going to be taking up his evening time Monday through Friday and at least he is getting paid well, from what he tells me.

Nic is still a sweetheart and is bouncing around from trick to trick lol in a good way. He has taken a shine to savoy and to paradise quite well. I would say paradise for the low volume of people and for the darts there, and then to savoy for the dancers and darts, because we all know that boy has more than 2 drinks and he is down for the count. Other than that i would have to say that he is a good guy and just needs to make some friends in Orlando and then it really could be a new home for him.

But as all goes on things are still going really well and yes the time is coming to an end it's still hard to think that i came to this house last October did some amazing trips and had a lot of fun met really great people and found someone i could spend a long time with. funny to think the direction life can take you and what paths you take to get to where you are. All i can ask is that everyone doesn't forget me. Till then as i always say be sure to stick around because you never know what is going to happen and in the blink of an eye it will all change.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Weak after the storm

Well hello all once agian to yet one more week here at cbl. Well to say after the party we had a friend stay over and then we decided that we needed a day at universal. It was a lot of fun because the ride that you see in the back is a ride that i had yet to do and Tom failed to mention that you get soaking wet on it no matter what and as sure as shit where did i go but then right up front. But in some ways that was a good thing because my shoes did not end up wet. I know what your asking why was i wearing shoes and not sandels?........ Well you walk around universal for a few hours in sandels and see if your dog arn't barken.So this is a picture of Tom, Zach, and myself soaking wet after riding the water ride. It was really cute because Zach got really into paying 25 cents to soak people even more. I would say about the only thing that sucked about this ride.. see the sun yea that was the last time that we saw it to. Because we figured hey ride the ride and then let the sun dry us off, and whenever i do stuff like that it seams that i alwayse gets dark and cold so i was running aroung the park soaking wet trying my best to warm up.

But a few of the rides that we got to go onto were the hulk "still one of the ones i love to do "at night is a lot more fun. Then spiderman but that is one of their signature rides so it really can't be slow or dumb, and i still feel dumb at the end of the ride because it feels so real that i still close my eyes and to anyone that has ridden it no i don't not have a fear of hights it just feels like i'm going to hit lol. The we rode the duling dragons wich is alwayse fun when you watch it looking at the ground. Then we rode the jarassic park ride which we got a picture it was funny "the one that the ride takes" and then other than that we just walked around and people watched. We didn't get to do a lot because we were under a one park pass that day but hey you take what you can get and we still had a lot of fun.

But everything that is going on in the house right now is still at it's pace and some bumps along the way and i'm not really sure how this is going to work out but it just seams that there may be to much drama with the whole Seth and Nic thing. I told Seth that maybe that should be a hint to not to try anything with a guy named Nic or Nick lol however you want to look at it. And then with Peter and Seth being in the house and there may be an app that will come to take my place that knows the house and used to be around back in the days and knows about the house, i some what feel for Nic. It's like he is in this somewhat alone and has no way to deal, the boy knows that tom and i care and that there is a door open when he needs some air but hey then again he can just get on his bike a ride around town.

I do think that having a job is inportant to have a job while living here. I've been at AE for my stay here and even as Zac says it is good to have that life away from here and know other people outside of the house and hey even if you don't tell some people about where you live that it may work out better because then at least you get to establish a life outside. Scott and Brandon have been a big help to me as well, being able to go hang out with them when i need a sister or a brother and having them be able to get me because they have known me for so long. The main true friends that i do have in orlando.

And yea i know i'm not sure if i could beat a dead horse any more than what i have when i say that i love Tom and he has truly made me really happy. Being together for three months in gay life is like 6 and then when you put it in the cbl time it feels like we have been together for a year. We have learnd so much with eachother is a short period of time and i can only hope that it doesn't stop. Our open communication good or bad is one thing that has helped and beging able to just be ourselfes and eachothers friend.

As far as the other room mates go there is not a lot that i can put down that you guys havn't seen. I still love my boys Peter, Seth, Nic, Jon, and Zac. And as my days wind down i think that more so Zac than anyone may be reading me wrong or even Jon. And it's not so much that i'm ready to go it's like i'm just ready to start life again. And not like this isn't life but i think that we can all agree that were no on camera just about 24 hours a day. And just somethings that i would like to have to myself agian is what i'm ready for. To build that something more and see how that story is going to end. I do still thank Jon and Zac for giving me the chance to live here and to get to meet some really awesome people and get some really good friendships and i think that you guys know who you are. And to Jon even if that diva thinks that i'm leaving here she's got another thing coming to her. Girl your in my heart and in my life there is a few amount of people that you come across in life and i think that our corssing was for a reason "fate" but hey it's how you read into right.

But as the days do wind down and a light of yet one more cbl boy is about to be put out i do pass that on to the new comer and hope that you can have the best time here with some really good friends of mine

So till next week i hope you all enjoyed the read and i'll see you all later

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

party time

Hey all it has been one more week here at the house of cbl and yes i'm still alive. Time is still going a bit fast because when you think about it Nic has been here for damn near a month. Seth and Peter are back in the house for almost a Bit over a month Zac and Jon are still here way to long but hey what can you do when you live here and it's you life. Zachyboi is here, And last night was the first party ever in CBL for CBL wow.

Well needless to say everything is still moving on in a glacial pace and not much has changed. With every one in the house is still good. Jon is still good and but his neck is getting to him a little bit of a pain in the ass but i hope that he gets through that soon because he got released to ride his horses and he is really happy with that because if you all know Jon he loves his babies and he loves to ride. Last night we got it to a bit of a tiff and I think that was because it was just a lot going on and he was on nevers ends and I just said a few wrong to many things but hey that is me and I'll still love my Jon and after last night when i got back to the house and he was drunk i think that he was ok and he got over it and then he puked and then he was all over the house and then Jon was playing peek-a-boo with my feet under the bathroom door with my feet. and that was even before we carried him around the house because he wanted us to hold him and didn't want to walk i.e. Tom and I. And then one more thing i think now Jon knows how "big Tom is" yea now i have to say it right now jon grabbed my boyfriends dick and rubbed but you know what i love the boy so it's my baby and that does not happen all the time and what was even better about it is that he sobered up and then we told him about it lol.

Real quick from my boo boo i need him to talk through me because it's been a fun night and we are both so happy that we got to see each other. Zach has a lot of emotions about being around here and he has been really happy that he got some time off from work and got to go to the Disney state "gods waiting room" and have some fun........."and it's not done yet" And Clay and i had a really good heart to heart at Toms softball yesterday it was a lot of tears "all Clays and not mine" but i was the shoulder that was there. And one of the first times in my life without pretending i was myself how i really wanted to be and i was really happy, and i thank Tom and Clay for that.

And life is grand and everything is still good. Zac is still Zac, but something is telling me with the party was a lot of work and it didn't seam like everything was told or asked how it needed to be like hedge triming and not being asked. I was a bit ticked off because i'm a person that if you tell me ahead of time then it's really not all that bad and if it something that i want to help out with i will say it then but hey work is work and my baby Jon and ...........umm......... Tj did clean the house for us and will say this is that i was the only one that said thank you for it. because they didn't have to and i was happy so i may have had it wrong becauase it was all in stride and the work that i did was nothing compared to what Jon and ........umm........... Tj did. LOVE YOU GUYS KISSES.

There is one more thing that i will say and this is all for my girl KIXYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
i love you so much and getting to see you and talk with you omg gurl and you know that it was right and you know what i got " you know " and GMax kisses i love that you guys were all here and it made my night a lot better and one other thing was a lot of fun as well and i think that was when we were throwing beeds of the top deck and we damn near had people killing for it lol.

but really not a lot has gone on and it is still moving at the same pace I do love you all and stay around for more because in the walls of cbl you never know what is going to happen.

Love
Clay
aka
Puppy

Que it up

"It actually looks like i'm holding it lol"

Well one more week is down and well to say the least time is still flying by today is the 6th of April and wow. To say it like this I've been living in Orlando for one year Mar 28th I started work April 3rd, was out of a two year relationship, was a couch buddy for 6 months, worked as a bartender, server, !!!!AE!!!!, Pizza place, and was even a gogo boy. And then ended up living here actually to date if it is marked when i first started coming around the house today just about every night untill i signed would be 6 months right now and a few days. Got into a great relationship and i'm only here for one more month. Only 4 or 5 entries left, well its how you look at it, i'm here till may 11 and that is a sunday so i think that i'll do a good bye one to everyone more than an entrie about my life because if you ask me "not to be mean" but what more don't you all know :).

Living here for 6 months i can say that you do learn alot about yourself and you do get to know a lot about the people that you talk to and that you live with. Some near misses with some freaks "Eli" and some weird chatters, but hey what is life like without our nuts right. But with all of that it's still really hard to believe that i've lived here for a year it just seams like yesterday i was leaving wyoming. That was hard to start with because i was driving to MD with a guy that i had been with for 3 months. But the time seamed right and it was something that i needed to do because if you sit around waiting then your going to watch your life go right past you. And that is something that if your from cheyenne wy it could verry well happen. I can remember someone that i worked with i ran across before i left wy and she kindof laughed and said have fun you'll be back in a month. That town has this invisible rubber band that tends to snap people back and its really a town that you grow to love. But that was something that gave me just a bit of a drive to not return just to prove it wrong. And then was in MD for 2 years and now i am here. For 23 years of living i can say that if something unfortunate should happen to me tomorrow i can say that i've lived a verry interesting life. I've been out of the country 2 times i love snowboarding and having my own little adventures i've had a blast and have done a lot of things that most people don't get or have a chance to do.

But now that were back to square one things in the house seam to be going a lot better. The other night we "the boys" and tom just sort of hung around the house and was awake till about 4ish just bull shitting and that was a lot of fun. Seth and Peter seam to be doing well with WoW but when arn't they lol. Got to admire that it's really funny to think that you could actually make a living off of selling the gold, really something that i need to look into. Nic seams to be settled in the house finally and that is good. He has been looking for some work and i hope that he gets it i think it was at apple. Jon just over a bad cold or strep or something and he has been feeling a lot better now so i'm happy for that. Zac has been back from his trip to Phonix the porn convention and it seams as though it went really well we got some extra sties i hear so chat numbers have been up and hey that is always good for the buisness.

Tom and I have been really getting into pool a lot more now. Like way more than normal and what is really funny about it, is that were a lot better on regulation tabels then we are on bar tabels. Now when you think about it bar tables are a lot smaller and we can actually make the shots on the longer tabels hence wise that is why this one is titled Que it up. We both want to get a lot better on how to do better english and placement because if i've learned one thing its not all about the shot that you take it's about where you leave the ball for your next shot. And to actually learn the game and the rules. Also one other thing that i found out is one of the pool halls that we go to that they have a free entrie to playing texas holdem and then it turns into a tournment type deal. So i'll be looking into doing something like that because it is something that i do enjoy. One craving that i've had is to go out on the sterling cruse or just a casino boat because it's a lot of fun it's not that far away and hey it's free to get on just depends on how much you want to spend. I did it once and i only went on the boat with like 80 bucks and got to play for the whole day had a really nice buzz and walked off with 20 but hey for getting on for free for the whole morning.

Well here it is once more not a whole lot that has gone on this week so just still pacing it day to day, work is still going well and yea lol that is about it. So thanks for stopping by and i'll see you all next week.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Every thing is back to normal "somewhat"

Well everyone it has been one more week in the cbl house and man wow how time does fly. Seth and Peter are back in the house, Nic is in the house now, TJ is still squatting but keepin up on that is the hard part. He was in Peters new room, then he was in Nics new room and i guess now he is in the theator room hey that is the first room that i remember seeing him. Tom and I think that we may have ran into a couple that we think were swingers at the pool hall :funny:. It does seam like things are back to normal..... somewhat. Because to be honest if you don't live in a life like this then it's really not normal.

I must say that this one will be a little harder to write because there really wasn't a whole lot that has gone on. It does seam as if the house is getting back into the old ways there has actually been people over at the house the last few nights. Its great in all and i really don't mind but it is something that i would have to say, is that if they get all pumped up for a party or getting people over to the house that i'm not the one to be doing backflips about all of it. And it not something that i'm against it but the random part is what i don't like. When you think of it it's a bit hard to want to be all about when it's never happened or when it happens when i'm not here and walk into it. It was something that i wanted to do and hey it would of been fun but living in orlando for only one year the friends that i've made are not really the people that are all about being in the cam life if you can understand all of that. Out of my friends i am the random one, Actually that is one other thing that i can say, my best girl ever "Scott" his man is going out of town to learn some bar flair near niagra falls i think that is how you spell it but her and i are going to try to have a day. Because if you want to say over worked good god girl, he works at the hotle that i used to work at and it's the 9-5 thing and now also he picks up a lot of nights at the bar and that is something that i think that he goes in around 6ish or 7ish and is either there untill 2am or untill it is dead enough for him to leave. So to say the lesat he does need a bit of full relaxsation.

One thing and i think that some of you know this from when i was talking about it but yea i was a bit down this week about my tooth and yea it sucks and its something that i'm going to have to get over becuase it's done and there is really not a lot that i can do about it. But hey is someone know a great dentist in orlando and is will to help me out big time i won't hold back to anyone say here is where it's at. I was looking up online and i'm not really sure what is the best way to go with but i looking at something like veners i think it is. I'm really not all that sure what more that i could do but because of having soft teeth i think that is just sitting around and waiting right. Wow i'll be 26 and i'll have to have dentures thats the part that sucks and the main hard part about it is i'm not sure what that is going to cost me and yea i don't have insurance and i'm not rolling in the money at AE "yes i do love my job but untill i get to a full time position i'm not really sure what the benifits are there and also to the level of work that i need done.

Really funny with the whole swingers thing was ummmm yea lol just that. Tom and i were at trick shots playing pool and this couple asked us if we wanted to play pool with them so in good humor we did hey might as well see if all the pratice was working. As converstaion got under way Tom ventured off to the bathroom and the other guy did as well Tom said that in the bathroom that the guy stood right next to him "well there was only two urnials" but that he kept on starting at him and this happend twice i think that Tom cought on when the guy followed the second time. And oh yea i went to the laidies room "with the girl joking" and she was all about it "not in the same stall" and then we switched shirts and needless to say her shirt was not a t shirt and she got my black AE shirt the one with the hippy eagle on it so it was fun and weird and i would show you guys the picture but i don't know how to get my pic off my phone lol.

Other than that not a whole long going on and its just another week and it tic tocking away. But love you all and see you all later.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Easter week

Well hello there and once again one more week has gone by and it does seam like things are getting better. One thing that i will say right now is wow i looked at the dated today and there is going to be just 6 more entries for me and then I'm done. Yep the time is coming and I'm just about to see myself on the way out and return back to the real world and life after CBL.

And real quick if your looking at the pic right above right now this is where i have to laugh. I'm not sure who all remembers me telling everyone that tom hired me for work at his place for help with the floor set. Well where the couch is there used to be a rug and to the left is where one bucket of paint spilt. Yea that is where it happened, i know that i did a major help to the spilling of the paint but just as a right now in my defence even tom said that the paint was not stacked right.

So now then to go ahead and get things going ummmmm I'm going to start out saying that this Easter was awesome. To start out with how it all went the night before i do have to give props to all of my boys you helped us decorated the Easter eggs, and to be honest that was a lot of fun and we need to find more interactive stuff like that to do. So I'll be open for ideas that you guys have if you want to send me an email. But after that we headed back to toms place with one small stop at Savoy to talk to Scott and Brandon and see what was going on and when we would be there. So the next morn we woke up and yes as gay can be we were going to make deviled eggs and the reason why we decorated eggs was because of this reason. So we hid our eggs around his place and one of the reasons Tom wanted to do this was because he did it every year and then i told him that i loved to do it and started telling him stories of my childhood and how my mom and dad were. It was funny to do it with my dad as an Easter egg hun, he would "hide" or place i should say in the middle of the floor. With my mom she would hide them in ceiling lights, i mean that my sister and i would start climbing shit and my mom would say "I don't thinks so you better get off of that" and as we would make our way down she would come back and say "but i didn't say that you couldn't use a chair or a ladder" Mom would hide that stuff in a computer tower, in a box of cereal, inside of a bed mattress i mean just anywhere that woman would get relentless. but it was a lot of fun and i was a little nice this year seeing as how as i haven't done an egg hunt in oh i don';t know the better part of 13 years lol. But seeing as how tom listened to me about mom he did win the hunt because he hid in good places all though he did not find one of mine that was like a slap in the face.

After that we made our deviled eggs and once more lol we watched some charmed. I do have to say right now for someone that didn't know anything about the show and was willing to start watching it he has gotten hooked because now he is just about done with season three and if you ask me that was one of the best seasons before Paige comes into the show and Prue is killed. I really did like Shannon but her and Arron spelling just never work out, and it would of been really nice to have seen Prue in the last episode but i guess that it was just that bitter that it didn't happen. And to most people that don't understand why i love the show if you get the time to sit down and watch some of the shows they are really good and every time that i watch the last show i still cry, and it was on the air for eight years. But enough of that, we did get to my friends house and the deviled eggs were a hit they were gone in an hour and just got to spend some good time with what i call family. I've know Brandon and Scott now for 3 years and Joe for one and that's not something that happens often with me. Mainly since i left home they have been there and they know that and Scott is my sister and will be there for a long time.

okay now starting on the left you have Gizmo "Guillermo" umm i don't know how to spell it so i call him Gizmo and then you have his boyfriend Joe aka the hulk. Then remember i told you i was the couch buddy yea on my old bed you have Brandon super chef next the one and only miss Peggy Banks my sis "Scott" and of course you all know Tom. This right here is my family and i love these guys to death. But had a nice Easter dinner and got stuck in shitty traffic on the way back.

and here is the whole family the little one is the kitty Mr. Benson and that is a funny story in its self Scotts last name is benson and no he was not being vain in naming the cat back when Scott moved in with his bf Brandon, Andrew and I back in Baltimore we didn't have kitty "we call him crazy kitty" and when they cat was being given away and his name was Benson so in enter Mr Benson.

But everything that has gone on lately work is still going strong. It was really nice to hear that my store manager views me as one of her main sales guys saying that she needed me one the sales floor because i wanted more hours doing floor set and maily said that my hours need to be on the floor during store hours so that was a really nice thing to hear. The one thing that sucks is that our store is not the top store in Orlando so for me to be a full time employee i would have to trasfer to a diffrent store, and that is something that i'm not all that sure the i could do that just yet. Mainly because i love my store and i love my managers. my two fav managers is Liz and Anna and when they leave the store or trasfer then i'll will go to a diff store or untill i need to do it for me. Its something that if i want to stay with this that i will want more time to get myself knowlaged in a lot more of company. Serving and bartending is a passion that i do love and i know how to make a lot of money doing that. So i think that after i leave the house i will want to get back into that to make money while i get more AE time but i do think that i'm ready to make that switch out of the food and bevrage area but something that i will still wouldn't mind doing, but I would love to run an AE store or do something with visuals or hey if it can go any higher i'm all about it.

ex-cbl peter is now cbl peter once more and word that seth is coming back to the house as well so it seams as if you wanted to view this as the real world would this be considers the gauntlet or something. Also the reason i say that is because TJ is in the house as well, well still and if it were i would of been the last season newbie. Everything is still going well though i did talk with Marshall and have been badly needing another day with him but low on the funds for it because low n behold the great tax return that i got i didn't get it lol. I paid my sister back some money and then i had my cell phone to pay oh and the best ever the great state of Maryland got 309 of it so by the time that was all finished i think i got about 50 or 60 out of 800 lol. If i could go back in time i tell you what Uncle Sam and i would be having a long talk with a pitch fork

So when i get a nice paycheck that i don't have to worry about paying something i think that marsh and i will do a girls day. I don't know like a spa and dextors day. On a bad not i actually did talk to him today and he did not have good news, he was saying that his job is low on funding for something or other and they are getting rid of his company. So lots of people along with Marsh are about to lose their jobs in about six weeks. I told him to fill out an app for AE and put my name down so if he needs work hopefully that is there and if needed hey it is work.

So other than that everything is still going and life is life so i'm going to get back to that k. lol love you all hop you enjoyed the read.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

What in gods name happend

Hello all there agian boys and girls. Well to say the least this week and boy did it start out with a bang and what it was was right after i did my video and my written and with chats. But real quick before i get into all of that this is a pic that i thought was really cute so happy moment for a second k. huuuuuummmmmmm llllaaaaaaaa tteeeeeee daaaaaa. but how i usual go about all of the is that i start off with talking about how things are going on with "my interactions with the room mates" Well if i can say something without being Sea... i mean an ass hole Eli did rank #1 in the fucking weird level. I'm not all sure who all saw it but even Nic saw some thing in chat and said "that can't be right" and when he asked me about it I said the truth to how he read it. But on the smaller not to put it down, Monday morn after Tom left i fell back asleep..... and not sure how long he was laying next to me in my fucking bed WATCHING me sleep but no i'm just being mean. This kid was laying next to me waiting for me to wake up so that he could talk to me about the night befor like waiting in another area would of been to much. Univited walked in to a room with closed doors really come on now.

But then to get on what happend with Zac, Jon, and I was just what i think we needed. Well first Jon and i just lost it i guess, i was walking up to my room to do chat and jon thought i was being an ass "which i may have been" but after saying some shit to each other jon said one thing to me that went right to my heart and it was the first time that i could not say anything to him.... i did i walked up the stairs and almost lost it. And to those that were in chat know that once i sat down that i did lose it. Jon means a lot to me and for it to drift like that i just guessed that he got busy with the horses and with work and didn't want to get in the way because evertime that i did talk to him it was getting short and sweet other than during the meetings. But it got to far and we got to far... the statment that was said was that he didn't even know me and i told him that he did and i've not changed and then with daggers it was " Clay you have changed and NO I don't know you " But after a long good chat out of the eye and ear of the house we talked and i let it out and Jon, Zac, and I got on one page and i think that it is going to be a great or shit one HELL of a friendship even after i move out. I love them and for me if they read this or not.......

To Jon and Zac you two are great people and 2 of my bestfriends that i have. I know that you two hear me say that time living here moves really fast so for me to say that we "in our 5 months of living with each other " have had our UP'S and downs like a 5 year friendship and bitches you fuck with me you are stuck with me. My door is open to you like you've opend your door to me.

And also Jon and Tom got some stuff out of the way and that was great for me. I'm not all that sure in what direction it was all going but it was not good because i do love Jon and Tom so much and the fact that on of the reasons that Jon was not talking to me was because of Tom. Thinking that Tom was changing me. And I'll say right now that no I have not changed but people do adapt to someone that they love and I do love Tom but I never wanted it to feel like it was that big of a shift. But during a first part of my chat well before chat Jon and I talked for a little bit and I asked him if he could talk to Tom and get what they need to say out before it festers into that whole I love you but I don't want to be around you with him. From chat and if you were there you heard but Tom and Jon did get some of that out there and I hope that they got a better understanding of each other and of where Tom and I stand and to Tom where Jon and I stand. That is one thing i will say is that I can love my Boyfriend but my friends were here first and if you don't last I know that a friendship never dies....... thank god Tom and I said let be friends. But Jon and I are going out tomorrow night for some MMMMMOOOOOOOOOOJJJJJJJJJJJJIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSS damn right and were leaving our men with eachother cus its a married gurls night out.

But Nic has been doing really well and I was glad to hear that he did make it into the house. He is a down to earth guy and i do like him. One thing I will say and not in a bad way but we need to get that boys drinking level up a bit or he needs stay close to the non drinkers. That is one thing that I will say..... I wish I could get buzzed that fast "I would save a shit load more money." We went to the wine room and had 3oz of wine and then headed over to paradise and met Chazzy and Joe and he had one drink and I know that he was feeling good. One thing that I hope he knows is that I did care about how he was feeling and I did want him to have a good time and that we were not trying to get him shitfaced but just to have fun. But hey with that said he was drinking more or less with the 3 boys that can put that shit down like water " Chazzypoo, JoJo, and Puppy" don't worry Nic you'll be a pro in a heart beat if you stick with us.

Work has actually been great as hell, i think now that i've stated what I want and what I want out of it.... i'm not so sure if I want to take the shift from food to retail in a full whole hearted way but working at American Eagle has shown me that it's something that i'm very in love with "well you all see that, as well as Tom which is loveing it" and something that I would love to get into managment at some point. But hey you take it all in stride it is good that i've been with them for 7 months and have not need it as a full time position but have been able to be there when needed because I think right now that I'm getting know in the company what was really cool the other day while I was there is that our D M came in and said hi to me for the first time in "".....----7----....."" months and when I said my name, the first thing that he said is I know the name they "my managers" have said good things about me. Julie..one of my gurls said I love Clay he is the only man on our staff that knows how to fold. But that is going really well, and also with work I do now as of today work for my hubby lol. Yea how funny is this

"" Who is your emergancy contact ... Tom who is your refrance ... Tom may we contact your preasent employer and who do we ask for ... Tom

lol I just still think that it's funny buy hey cool in all its something to keep me bussy and working which I think was said as a truth, yes I know that it's not been a shit load of hours and when I do work it's not long shifts "thank god because trust me I know what long shifts are" but I'm one of the cbl boys that has been employed outside of the house the entire time of living here.

But everything is a lot better now and I can't wait to see how it all goes and the way that it will go now and after. But hey we have to stop somewhere so just saying this. You all know that I did put some time in this one to write it because yes the last few have been a bit off and didn't understand why I was putting so much of my heart in it but now I do know that it is for you all and that you do read.

So once I'm done living here at this house I'll be printing out my pages and I'll be making a book out of it and when you want I'll be at barns and noble to do my book signing and I hope that you can all make it becuse it will be a limited edition lol oh come on you know I had to put that in there. Love you all and I hope that you've all had a good read and wait for next week because hey you never know what's going to happen,,,,, God that's when I do feel sorry for Jon and Zac I've not know what's been going on for the last 5 months and they live here, I would of been bald by now. Lol

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Well here it is short and flat

Hello there again boys. It's been another week here at CBL and needless to say not much has changed lol NOT. Well to put this out right now that we have a few apps in the house and needless to say one of them I really can't stand. Not being mean I'm just being real, the day of the meeting "which did change its' now on Fridays and not Sundays so yea that one more day that I can't have outside of the house one for a job or for even me. So theres some food for thought to future cbl "boys" " I did try to talk to him Eli I think it is, and i got nothing more or less and when the meeting started he didn't even join us, so that to me just said "oh yea he needs to move in tomorrow like we really need him."

But then we have the other guy Nic it is and to be honest I do think that he could make it here he seams like a good guy and nice. We talked for a bit and he does seam down to earth. And one note for the last app right now. One can we say self promotion, Ryan does seam like a nice guy well kid, and for 20 years old and in porn and all about photo shoots and wanting to be all around it, Zac will have to change the site from a voyer house to a Porn house sorry that is just how i see it and to be honest really you need to taste a condom to know what the flavor is when it's written on the out side of it. But okay then......

Johnny on the other hand omg I feel for that kid, I love him to death and now that things are under way I think that he gets what I've been dealing with for the last 4 1/2 months so I do wish him the best and hope all goes well and he needs to know that I am here for him if he needs me. Zac and Jon are still doing there say ol things busy as hell and with what I'm not all that sure but hey it's enough for me not to see them when i'm home and enough for me not to worry all that much cus unlike most people hey I know that there big boys and that they can take care of themselfs, i just wish that the house bitch knew that as well lol.

Tom and I are doing great. To those that actually get to know us and talk to us you all know that and we do appreciate it and love you for the time that you do spend with us. Times in the house do get a bit hard and mostly with shit like this said when the full story is not told or know or being said to them "gossip"

Good all the hot apps and Hot Johnny be getting to Clay as Clay wants to have some fun with them? Could something else be going on?


One hot is an understatement that is for damn sure. And sorry for actually having a life, other than being a whore and sleeping around “like I always do, and always done” really and has anyone really seen me sleep with a whole bunch of guys ummmmm well to my count only 3 in this house and one of wich i've been with for the last 2 months YAY that is true yesterday for Tom and I was 2 months and beeing in here that is good and also for me a small congrats is a 2 weeks of no smoking so that is something I will pat my self on the back for lol.

But other than that I do love all of the boys "and girls" that do take there time out to read this and sorry that its a bit short this week but if you all would of seen i was more or less forced into doing it today yes the boys are going away and i said it in my video so be sure to read that and you'll understand. But more or less it would be so hard for them to post it tonight because the so need there beauty sleep tonight to dirve 5 hours and get up at 6 am "oh boo" but hey cool so i'm getting it done and here you go.

If you all need to know that badly what i did this week then im sure that you have no problem coming into my chat and asking me what happend so there you go in a nut shell and to the ones that do read i am sorry that it was a bit rushed yes tom and i did go back to the wine room "thank you" and all the other fun stuff I'll tell you later. Kisses and love you all.





HEY WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT!!!!!!! LOL KISSES

LOVE

CLAY

AKA

PUPPY

Just another week in the life of ME

Lol have to love this picture, this was a little carnival that was near the house and Tom and I decided to stop by for a pit stop and have some fun. This ride was called the Zipper and back home we used to have the Bill Haynes carnival that would always come to town the last two full weeks in July with the whole Cheyenne Frontier Days "CFD" the worlds largest outdoor rodeo, sounds like I could promote for it right. Be sure to look it up because if you like that sort of stuff there is a lot that goes on during those 2 weeks, night shows, bull riding, rodeo during the day. I saw my first concert there, bands like 3 doors down, Lifehouse, Course Of Nature, but a lot of fun. So when your like 10-15 rides like that were a lot of fun and hey it's a quick fix. So to all of those that like to travel be sure to check it out sometime if your in that area during the time.

But now on to some of the things that have to do with everything else. This week has gone by sort of fast I did end up working 2 days this week at AE and had two on call shifts one that i woke up to late to my phone ringing. My manager needed an opener and when I got the message it was tid bit to late. It is funny sometimes to go to work in the a.m. because I tend to get this weird look from Zac and I think that he just forgets that I work there at all, and TJ looked at me in disbelief that I had a job at all. And want to also note that it has been one week since I had my last cigarette. I'm really glad that I've made it this far without a craving or a want it's really hard in a house with smokers and somewhat tempting, but if the will power is there then your good. I also hear that Ryan and Marsh have also kicked the habit as well they are one day behind me so major congrats to them and I hope that they stick with it. Ha see twins do think alike even when there not around each other. I think that I'm going to get to spend some time with Marsh this week. Just have to see how it goes and make sure that he has the time and days off.

Everything in the house has been going really well Johnny is fully in the house now he finished his time at Disney and is now on the hunt for a new job that I hear. So other than the few times that I get to say hi in our crossings still have yet to really talk to him all that much, guess he is still catching up on his sleep and getting relaxed and letting cbl time just soak in. I do hope that he does not get caught in what Marsh called the CBL bubble because at times I understand what Marsh means, i've never fully been in the bubble but I know that it's there thank god for AE. Jon has been really busy with "Stardust" I believe that it is, getting her back to health so I hope all is going well with that. Zaccie is still Zaccie getting this machine to pump some oil, got to spend some time with him the other day out on the boat with TJ and HummmMCO and that was a lot of fun. Zac let me drive the boat "not sure if that was the smartest thing to do" and i've never done it before and he gives me the wheel when what I think we were at full speed I really was scared. Not like terrified but hey I was in control of other lives you know, and to not know what I'm doing like watching the depth gauge and all the other stuff like really it was scary and didn't know how to speed up or slow down but a very relaxing day out.

Oh and Tom and I did have one hell of a day of shopping let me tell you what. Well in Toms condo he has been dealing with a really bad light fixture in his kitchen that he was not pleased with and wanted it to get changed for the longest time, and in the bedroom it seams like right when your about to get a full night of sleep the sun comes in and just wakes you up so he wanted to get some drapes "yes drapes I know" so that he can sleep till noon on his days off. But we started off at the hardware store first and got the light and the 4 light bulbs that it needed so that we could hang it. Then we were off to AE because we wanted to get some cologne and hey well you know that Tom is revamping his closet and I'm just adding to mine so it turned out to be 2 outfits, 1 dress shirt, 1 accessory, and one bottle of cologne. Then we picked up so kitty stuff for Tigger can't forget the cat. And then we put them up so this is what they look like.
I do like them they match the dresser and the bed and the bed matches the walls, so it does fit very well. And the light was a bitch to put in and I think that we may have to have it redone but after how long it took us to get it up we just left it there until we get it fixed because hey it does not look that bad and looks a lot better then what the old light looked like.we got the picture that is hanging from Target just for the track lighting we thought it was really cute and worked really well in the kitchen, but I think that I want to get a longer one. But there you go that was Tom and I being handy men lol. So far the butches thing I've done all year. Also really cool we went to a restaurant that was really cool called Luma, that is right next to the wine room I think that I'm going to grab an app. The Wine room was a lot of fun and really cool. They give you a card and a glass "well you have to charge the card" and then there is a bunch of wine hooked up to tanks and you just go up to a bottle they have a description of the wine and the 3 choices 1oz, 2oz, or 5oz, on most some you could only get one and then you just select and pour. One of my new favorite red wines is now fuego it was really good, and of course but what goes really well with wine CHEESE so we order some cheese and just sat and chit chatted for a bit. But I will say in my defense that I looked a bit dressed down because I was in my AE gear "I do work there" a bit out of place the next time that I go I'll be better dressed I will say that much. Come on I love AE but I love to dress up as well.

but I do want to take the time right now to say thank you to all the ones that said something about my written and my video. It is sometimes hard to continually do something that you wouldn't normally don't do and then not to get any input on it when its there. And there is one right now that I give a big thank you to and you know who you are, your words are very kind and welcoming and I'm glad that you still take your time to notice the bigger picture. One other thing that is hard to believe is that Tom and I have been together for almost 2 months, time does really go by fast. It feels like I want something bad to happen just so that I can put some flaw on him but I don't think that will happen, I do think its the fact that we do have a way of telling each other everything that goes on and how we feel that makes it a lot easier on how we come together.

But in all that said it is now my time to log off and get on to the cleaning and the other good fun filled stuff around the house.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy


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what is going on

i do love this pic so much lol it was on of the ones that i took on vacation. Yes me i did that, i think that if i put more time into it that i could make a living out of it. It is a lot of work and so much more that takes in place to what i do. But if you ask me when you don't know what your doing is the best ones that come out are the best if not sold. So hey if that happens i'lll not be mad at all. So to see this pic let me know what you think, well and this one as well i thought it was really good and i dind't even know it but hey i'll let your take be the one that counts.

i love this pic because i just took it. Was not thinking and just took it and it was one of my best so i think that i'll try to do more with it hey you never know. but to get on with what has gone on sorry to bore you all. I said it in my video but i'm not all that sure on who reads all of this and if you do i'm not mad because i put this here for a reason for you all to read. At times i'm not sure if it gets read at all, but is that a good enough reason for me to stop????? YES!!! but i'll still do it because it's here for those of the ones that do read. Damn i don't mean to sound bitter but if you were in my shoes what would you say or do really.

But to the fact that i was not in the house due to vacation and other things as well, but we have a new guy in the house "about time" lol did i say that out loud lol no i typed it out loud. His name is Johnny and you know what after i met him i like the kid he seams that he has some stuff that he is dealing with and i wish him the best with it because ive been there before and i know what it's like. But we do seam to click and that is a good thing seeing as how i was not here when he was in the house and i was gone and that everyone said yes to him in the fact that i have to live with him for 3 months. But all is well i love the kid and now i would like to say that i do think of him as someone that i need to look out for. I do wish him the best and hope all goes well with his time here and to know that if he ever needs someone to talk to that i'm here.

And an app Chad that is here now omg if that is all that i have to say. Not someone that i see being in the house for all then right reasons ugh one being cute not really, two more of a mooch than me and just a bit off. Don't get me wrong i think that he is an okay person and i can get along with him but its just not someone that i could live with. I might be an ass saying this but i don't care at this point. Someone has slept in my bed without my say so and got off on my sheets and no one asked me. At this point i don't have a thing to back down from. i only hope that it can get better, but the to think of where we are at that is the one thing that makes it better right.

Things still have not changed more or less with the house machine is still going strong and running thanks to you guys. Zac and Jon are still the same old boys, Jon got a new horse love it to death. Took her out the other day and got to walk her for a bit and that was good, other then the fact that she steped on my foot two times lol but it was really nice and i'm glad that jon got to rescue a horse that needed it. We all know jon and what he will do to make sure that a big animal like that will be taken care of like they needed to be. Zac is trying to get all of the house up and running i guess with all the new stuff i hope that it all does work out because i know that is a hard job.

One moment to a fallen cbl boy is to my marsh, i do feel a bit lost not all the way because i wouldn't of made it this far if i needed him. I don't want to feel like a pest in seeing as how i want him there but he does mean a lot to me and i do feel like i need him here to deal with all of this. Marsh i love you and trust me you will be missed, even if i never talk to you again i just want you to know that i do love you and that i wish you the best with your man ryan i do love him as well and have fun that's what you need. Life is a journey and i hope that you have a lot more to come with the one you love.

In time to come we do have our new boy and i think that he will do well here. He is working his last days at Disney and then he will be out of work from there. So i hope that he finds work nearby because i know how hard it can be without a job or someone there and you all know that as well so be sure to give him the same love you all showed me because i know you all have it in you as well. I do think that we'll hit it off really well and have a goode time that i'm here.

But now to put an end to all of this ty for stopping by and to read and i hope to see you all soon love and kisses and wish you all the best.

Love

Clay

aks

Puppy

Vacation

Hello all one more week has gone by but this time it was not in cbl, and guess what time actually went slow and thank god because it was Vacation in Key West baby hell yea. So it was a lot of fun and this was my first time down as well. And yes i did get a lot of video footage so if your all wanting to see it, it will be posted soon.

But to go ahead and get this started, Tom and I did not spend the first night in the keys we actually stayed the night in Miami in a cute little hotel called the catalina I think it was lol I'll have to ask Tom because I just loved the hotel I didn't need to know the name of it. It was near the strip of south beach so that was really cool. And I was a little sadden by the beach because in movies "yes I know that I said it" you get to see all the buildings and what the strip looks like and you know what......... there was to many damn trees in the way and I didn't even get a good shot of the strip but hey I got to walk it and had fun. This was the bed and let me tell you what it was hard as hell to get out of. I think that it was poster pidic or something like that.
Then after a poo poo day of Tuesday we woke up and the weather was not all that great it actually started to rain a bit while we were having breakfast and we had to drive to the keys with the top up on the car "not good" but hey it was still a day of vacation so it was still good. But what was really nice when we got to key west it actually cleared up a bit and a little bit of sun shine in patches. One thing that I liked about the drive is the bridges and water one of my number one things when I'm on a car drive, and what more can you get than driving to island to island so I got to enjoy the view. But we stayed with a friend of Toms while we were there and he was really nice and we got to spend some time with him but it was mostly at the bar because he had to work during the day.

The bars that we went to were really fun and the Drag shows were out of the world and you just had to love them. One was at a bar called Aqua and if you haven't been to key west I do say that is one bar that you have to stop by and watch the whole show. I think the drag queens name was Inga and the one song that she did that I loved the most was "because I got high" its a really funny song and she performed it so well and it was a mix to a lot of songs that she did. And Bourbon street was really laid back but split up it felt like a fun house and there was a sign on the door that said men only till 10pm lol I loved that finally no girls allowed lol. Then there was 801 lol to say the least I only went in there once because Tom's friend said you have to go in at least once, and from what I gathered it was key west's version of Orlando's Hanks.

But the main reason that we wanted to go was because of Valentines day and it was very nice as well. Went to go watch the sunset watched some of the street performers and we had our drawing done of us as well it was cute we were coming out of rum bottles. And I'm not sure if it was the most appropriate thing to do but I guess when you live in key west long enough you can get tired of all the tourist at times well all the time so funny thing during the sunset this boat came by and this chick had no same in her game a went to flash the entire crowed not one not two not three but five times it was funny as hell. Then we did the stereotype thing and found a quite area on the beach and this was later so the moon was out and we were under a palm tree and had grapes, cheese, crackers, and champaign and actually spent the better part of an hour or more just talking. It was really nice to have a Valentines day like that "my first romantic one I should say" and to just feel wanted.

But on our way back we stayed a night in Ft. Lauderdale with Dave and Ted two of Tom's friends and they were just sweet hearts and I'm glad that I got to meet them and that they were nice enough to let us stay with them that night. They had a wedding that they had to go to for the day so Tom and I headed to Dave and Busters "his first time" and played some pool and got some grub. Then went to a party a few doors down from where we were staying and mixed and mingled a bit with some of Dave and Ted's friends. Then of course we had to come back to life and back to work and get the ball rolling again. But to say the least about the Vacation I had a blast and a really good time and I can't wait to have my next adventure and have it with Tom.

So back to all of you I hope that if you read this that you have enjoyed and there will be more to come and I'll talk to you all later.

Love

Clay

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Puppy

How was your week

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Cooking and Charmed

Well boys its has been one more week in cbl and the time is still running. I've been spending a lot of time with Tom and i do enjoy it because we can actually be around each other and not have that weirdness and i think that one thing that helps is that we can talk to each other, so i'm really glad to see how this all has been going but like always i'll give you a little in site to what i've done this week because hey if you don't like it up here you won't like the whole day. So here it goes Monday was a lazy day Broke the high score on my snowboarding game hung out at the wiggle inn and got my charmed on "TY SCOBBY". Tuesday hung out at savoy played pool and then i made my pork chops for Tom and getting a little more charmed. Wednesday was a day of work Tom and i had lunch with D and then D and i hung out at the wiggle inn. Thursday went to Mt Dora then watched more charmed at Toms then headed to PI. Friday spent most of the day with at Toms house and then we headed to a very nice dinner out and then was back home for chat. Saturday all the boys were here and they went out to the boat and i made chili yum then out to savoy for a bit with my baby. And hey you know Sundays if i did anything you would. know about it lol.

Well to go ahead and start out with the boys, we were actually going to have a new boy in the house but i guess that he backed out so boo on that but then i guess we have a new boy coming in on tue so that should be cool. It's weird to look at it as a new boy coming in to the house because when i got here Nick was already here so i got to know him, and marsh was here and hey that is my twin i love him to death. And then i knew mike and then he got in the house so for it to be a brand new.. new boy it's just like wow, but hey nothing like meeting new people. Zac and Jon are still Zac and Jon they have gotten some new cams that are really cool and then the set up for the chat cam is cool because now we get to do some cool stuff with the chat. Marsh has found a place to move with ryan and i'm really happy for him. And today i was talking to them and asked both of them if we were going to hang out because i don't want to lose them as friends after marsh leaves and ryan actually looked at me and gave me a nod and said yea. So that made me really happy because i know with work in all that sometimes that it will be hard but would still like to see them as much as i can. Joe and the new cbl boy did make there way up to do the boat thing so it was nice to meet the "new" boy in Tampa but yes there is a new boy in Tampa. And saw Brandon for a bit on his way back he came today and picked up the boys so that was good.

But now for how the week went Monday, it was a nice lazy day at the house for me. I've been missing snowboarding a lot this year because i went a lot last year actually if i think about it Jan 25th was when i was on the ski trip with my old co workers, and Mar 8th and 21st were the last times that i was on the slopes. So i'm in my mid range for that right now so the best way i know how to cope with it is to play my snowboarding game SSX3 i love SSX Tricky but for some reason every time that i try to find it on PS2 i can never get it or they ran out or something. But After i beat the game i erased everything and now i'm on my new turn of it rebuilding it. And on of the hard things for me to do last cycle was to be an all peak race for the second time and this time i beat it so yea i was happy and trust me if you know what i'm talking about i soooooo badly need to do that but some of it i know that i would never be able to do yet that is lol. But then Tom came over after he was done with work and we got into a little bit of charmed. Okay now about that Tom has not seen charmed and as you all know that is one of my fav shows ever. But a few of the shows that he has seen just because i still watch it when it come on tv hes sort of liked so bit ty to scobby i have all the seasons now and Tom has wanted to get into it and he actually just finished season one yay. So yea i'm twisting his arm to watch them.

Tuesday i did have the day off so after Tom got off of work he picked me up and then we were in the mood for a drink and headed to savoy but i was in the mood to make my pork chops for the night. So we headed to savoy and we got into playing pool and Tom is starting to get really good and is getting a lot better at making he shots and he even beat me at a game which was one of the main things that he was going for, it was actually cute he started to throw a clay fit because he wasn't beating me. So need less to say that we did not make it to the supermarket till late so by the time that we got to the house it was late as hell. So i sat his ass down in front of the tv because he is going to do a speed charmed and i cooked din din, OMG it came out so good. but then we sat down and had a nice little din and just chilled at the house it was very nice.

Wednesday i had to get my ass up and go to work and hey you all know that folding cloths is just so much fun. It just sucks sometimes because our store is one of the slowest so instead of working your mostly shopping. But then after i got off from work Tom had told me that D was in the area and wanted to have lunch with us because thats what we were planning on doing anyway. We had a nice little chit chat with d, but to be honest i'm not to sure if i'll be going back to that restaurant for the food. The app was good but just a little bland, soup was good but come on how wrong can you go with soup, but i ordered a nice shrimp wrap that was with chipoltle so i thought that there would of been some spice. Boy i was so wrong in that one, and even when i got it changed out i was still not in the mood to eat the sandwich so that was just really sad. But then Tom headed to work and D and i went to the wiggle inn to play some pool. And hey if that is one thing that i love to do to keep me happy is beer and pool how wrong can you go, maybe throw some wings in there and hey i'm set.

Thursday was actually a big day of stuff. Well first we started the day out with Tom going to go get his hair cut out in the middle of nowhere lol don't ask me how you find a salon like that. And then we headed back to Mt. Dora and had a nice lunch looking over the lake well a rather large lake. Then did some window shopping and got one of the candles that we wanted to get the last time that we were there and let me tell you what it smells so good in the condo. But then we headed back home and relaxed for a bit and then we were going to meet up with rich and go to PI for the night. Well at about 930is we headed to a place right across from the club where one of Toms friends worked and stopped and said hi, then over to mannequins to have some fun and it was Rich, Chaz, Jace, ex-fd Brandon, and ex-cbl Robbie. So it was a lot of fun but i think after one drink and 3 beers i was just not in the mood for that club anymore. I guess because i do like the bar seen a bit more and when i would go to clubs like that it was to pick up guys, don't get me wrong i love to dance and hang out but hey i love the bar. So we said screw it and headed to paradise where Toms friend was going to be that we said hi to, and as it turns out i had more fun there just talking with tom than i did at PI. I just wished that Chaz would of came with us.

Friday was a nice day to be lazy it was really cute because after we woke up Tom took care of the stuff that he needed "bills and stuff" but while he was watching some shows before the bill paying. I was in the kitchen going through some stuff and just made a what ever two egg breakfast lol. And then it was a day of shopping because Tom wanted to he got some money that cleared and said that he needed some new cloths so i got to play dress up with my baby. So i'm sure you all know where we headed.......i'll wait like five more seconds to see if you get it . . . . . duh American Eagle. He actually got some really nice dress shirts and then few pair of jeans and some sun glasses that i'm going to kill him for there blue. And he got me a new shirt and a new choker. And then he was so sweet and took me to a very nice dinner and we had one of those very nice talks, then ended the dinner with a glass of wine sitting near the dock and just relaxing. It was really one of those times when you needed to be in my shoes to completely understand.

But then on Saturday I took Tom to work because there was a chance that i was going to get called into work and hey any extra hours is good for me. But the boys went out to the boat and tom was really sad, because he wanted to go and that is his thing well he is a bit of a cruise whore and we go right be some cruise ships and i could only imagine how he would look going by them. But i got on the phone with my mom because i had a craving for her chili and wanted to know how to make it. But at the time was not all that important so i just told her to send me the e mail when she got the chance, funny about 10 min later she started texing it to me. So after i jotted it down i was really in the mood for it, so i ran to the store and got all the stuff that i need to make for it. And what is really weird about it was that i felt like a house wife lol. I was sitting in the kitchen making din for all the boys and cleaning watching my soap and having a glass of wine lol. But after the boys got home and i picked up tom we all sat down and had the chili over rice. And the one thing that made me fee really good was that everyone went back for a second bowl and even Jon as well and he was asking if it was going to be to spicy for him. So that made me really really happy. But then after chat Tom and i were in a mood to do something so of course it was sat and Scotty and Brandon work on sat night, so we thought what the hell and went to go see them and just hang out, ran into some of toms friends and one of them said that tom looked really happy and that he was not sure when the last time he saw him that happy. And then someone else bought us a shot and right when we were getting ready to leave woody and buzz "scotty and brandon" as tom puts them, decides to buy us another shot and tom does not drink liquor like that when he is out it tends to be usually beer so it was kicking his ass and but hey we still had a lot of fun.

Well there you have it one more week down and if you all took the time to read the whole thing i do want to say thank you for having that much of an interest in my life to read all of it. But be sure to stick around and see what happens next. I do have va ca time coming up from the house and Tom and I are going to be heading to the keys for VD i'll be sure to take lots of pics.

Love

Clay

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Puppy