Every thing is back to normal "somewhat"

Well everyone it has been one more week in the cbl house and man wow how time does fly. Seth and Peter are back in the house, Nic is in the house now, TJ is still squatting but keepin up on that is the hard part. He was in Peters new room, then he was in Nics new room and i guess now he is in the theator room hey that is the first room that i remember seeing him. Tom and I think that we may have ran into a couple that we think were swingers at the pool hall :funny:. It does seam like things are back to normal..... somewhat. Because to be honest if you don't live in a life like this then it's really not normal.

I must say that this one will be a little harder to write because there really wasn't a whole lot that has gone on. It does seam as if the house is getting back into the old ways there has actually been people over at the house the last few nights. Its great in all and i really don't mind but it is something that i would have to say, is that if they get all pumped up for a party or getting people over to the house that i'm not the one to be doing backflips about all of it. And it not something that i'm against it but the random part is what i don't like. When you think of it it's a bit hard to want to be all about when it's never happened or when it happens when i'm not here and walk into it. It was something that i wanted to do and hey it would of been fun but living in orlando for only one year the friends that i've made are not really the people that are all about being in the cam life if you can understand all of that. Out of my friends i am the random one, Actually that is one other thing that i can say, my best girl ever "Scott" his man is going out of town to learn some bar flair near niagra falls i think that is how you spell it but her and i are going to try to have a day. Because if you want to say over worked good god girl, he works at the hotle that i used to work at and it's the 9-5 thing and now also he picks up a lot of nights at the bar and that is something that i think that he goes in around 6ish or 7ish and is either there untill 2am or untill it is dead enough for him to leave. So to say the lesat he does need a bit of full relaxsation.

One thing and i think that some of you know this from when i was talking about it but yea i was a bit down this week about my tooth and yea it sucks and its something that i'm going to have to get over becuase it's done and there is really not a lot that i can do about it. But hey is someone know a great dentist in orlando and is will to help me out big time i won't hold back to anyone say here is where it's at. I was looking up online and i'm not really sure what is the best way to go with but i looking at something like veners i think it is. I'm really not all that sure what more that i could do but because of having soft teeth i think that is just sitting around and waiting right. Wow i'll be 26 and i'll have to have dentures thats the part that sucks and the main hard part about it is i'm not sure what that is going to cost me and yea i don't have insurance and i'm not rolling in the money at AE "yes i do love my job but untill i get to a full time position i'm not really sure what the benifits are there and also to the level of work that i need done.

Really funny with the whole swingers thing was ummmm yea lol just that. Tom and i were at trick shots playing pool and this couple asked us if we wanted to play pool with them so in good humor we did hey might as well see if all the pratice was working. As converstaion got under way Tom ventured off to the bathroom and the other guy did as well Tom said that in the bathroom that the guy stood right next to him "well there was only two urnials" but that he kept on starting at him and this happend twice i think that Tom cought on when the guy followed the second time. And oh yea i went to the laidies room "with the girl joking" and she was all about it "not in the same stall" and then we switched shirts and needless to say her shirt was not a t shirt and she got my black AE shirt the one with the hippy eagle on it so it was fun and weird and i would show you guys the picture but i don't know how to get my pic off my phone lol.

Other than that not a whole long going on and its just another week and it tic tocking away. But love you all and see you all later.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Easter week

Well hello there and once again one more week has gone by and it does seam like things are getting better. One thing that i will say right now is wow i looked at the dated today and there is going to be just 6 more entries for me and then I'm done. Yep the time is coming and I'm just about to see myself on the way out and return back to the real world and life after CBL.

And real quick if your looking at the pic right above right now this is where i have to laugh. I'm not sure who all remembers me telling everyone that tom hired me for work at his place for help with the floor set. Well where the couch is there used to be a rug and to the left is where one bucket of paint spilt. Yea that is where it happened, i know that i did a major help to the spilling of the paint but just as a right now in my defence even tom said that the paint was not stacked right.

So now then to go ahead and get things going ummmmm I'm going to start out saying that this Easter was awesome. To start out with how it all went the night before i do have to give props to all of my boys you helped us decorated the Easter eggs, and to be honest that was a lot of fun and we need to find more interactive stuff like that to do. So I'll be open for ideas that you guys have if you want to send me an email. But after that we headed back to toms place with one small stop at Savoy to talk to Scott and Brandon and see what was going on and when we would be there. So the next morn we woke up and yes as gay can be we were going to make deviled eggs and the reason why we decorated eggs was because of this reason. So we hid our eggs around his place and one of the reasons Tom wanted to do this was because he did it every year and then i told him that i loved to do it and started telling him stories of my childhood and how my mom and dad were. It was funny to do it with my dad as an Easter egg hun, he would "hide" or place i should say in the middle of the floor. With my mom she would hide them in ceiling lights, i mean that my sister and i would start climbing shit and my mom would say "I don't thinks so you better get off of that" and as we would make our way down she would come back and say "but i didn't say that you couldn't use a chair or a ladder" Mom would hide that stuff in a computer tower, in a box of cereal, inside of a bed mattress i mean just anywhere that woman would get relentless. but it was a lot of fun and i was a little nice this year seeing as how as i haven't done an egg hunt in oh i don';t know the better part of 13 years lol. But seeing as how tom listened to me about mom he did win the hunt because he hid in good places all though he did not find one of mine that was like a slap in the face.

After that we made our deviled eggs and once more lol we watched some charmed. I do have to say right now for someone that didn't know anything about the show and was willing to start watching it he has gotten hooked because now he is just about done with season three and if you ask me that was one of the best seasons before Paige comes into the show and Prue is killed. I really did like Shannon but her and Arron spelling just never work out, and it would of been really nice to have seen Prue in the last episode but i guess that it was just that bitter that it didn't happen. And to most people that don't understand why i love the show if you get the time to sit down and watch some of the shows they are really good and every time that i watch the last show i still cry, and it was on the air for eight years. But enough of that, we did get to my friends house and the deviled eggs were a hit they were gone in an hour and just got to spend some good time with what i call family. I've know Brandon and Scott now for 3 years and Joe for one and that's not something that happens often with me. Mainly since i left home they have been there and they know that and Scott is my sister and will be there for a long time.

okay now starting on the left you have Gizmo "Guillermo" umm i don't know how to spell it so i call him Gizmo and then you have his boyfriend Joe aka the hulk. Then remember i told you i was the couch buddy yea on my old bed you have Brandon super chef next the one and only miss Peggy Banks my sis "Scott" and of course you all know Tom. This right here is my family and i love these guys to death. But had a nice Easter dinner and got stuck in shitty traffic on the way back.

and here is the whole family the little one is the kitty Mr. Benson and that is a funny story in its self Scotts last name is benson and no he was not being vain in naming the cat back when Scott moved in with his bf Brandon, Andrew and I back in Baltimore we didn't have kitty "we call him crazy kitty" and when they cat was being given away and his name was Benson so in enter Mr Benson.

But everything that has gone on lately work is still going strong. It was really nice to hear that my store manager views me as one of her main sales guys saying that she needed me one the sales floor because i wanted more hours doing floor set and maily said that my hours need to be on the floor during store hours so that was a really nice thing to hear. The one thing that sucks is that our store is not the top store in Orlando so for me to be a full time employee i would have to trasfer to a diffrent store, and that is something that i'm not all that sure the i could do that just yet. Mainly because i love my store and i love my managers. my two fav managers is Liz and Anna and when they leave the store or trasfer then i'll will go to a diff store or untill i need to do it for me. Its something that if i want to stay with this that i will want more time to get myself knowlaged in a lot more of company. Serving and bartending is a passion that i do love and i know how to make a lot of money doing that. So i think that after i leave the house i will want to get back into that to make money while i get more AE time but i do think that i'm ready to make that switch out of the food and bevrage area but something that i will still wouldn't mind doing, but I would love to run an AE store or do something with visuals or hey if it can go any higher i'm all about it.

ex-cbl peter is now cbl peter once more and word that seth is coming back to the house as well so it seams as if you wanted to view this as the real world would this be considers the gauntlet or something. Also the reason i say that is because TJ is in the house as well, well still and if it were i would of been the last season newbie. Everything is still going well though i did talk with Marshall and have been badly needing another day with him but low on the funds for it because low n behold the great tax return that i got i didn't get it lol. I paid my sister back some money and then i had my cell phone to pay oh and the best ever the great state of Maryland got 309 of it so by the time that was all finished i think i got about 50 or 60 out of 800 lol. If i could go back in time i tell you what Uncle Sam and i would be having a long talk with a pitch fork

So when i get a nice paycheck that i don't have to worry about paying something i think that marsh and i will do a girls day. I don't know like a spa and dextors day. On a bad not i actually did talk to him today and he did not have good news, he was saying that his job is low on funding for something or other and they are getting rid of his company. So lots of people along with Marsh are about to lose their jobs in about six weeks. I told him to fill out an app for AE and put my name down so if he needs work hopefully that is there and if needed hey it is work.

So other than that everything is still going and life is life so i'm going to get back to that k. lol love you all hop you enjoyed the read.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

What in gods name happend

Hello all there agian boys and girls. Well to say the least this week and boy did it start out with a bang and what it was was right after i did my video and my written and with chats. But real quick before i get into all of that this is a pic that i thought was really cute so happy moment for a second k. huuuuuummmmmmm llllaaaaaaaa tteeeeeee daaaaaa. but how i usual go about all of the is that i start off with talking about how things are going on with "my interactions with the room mates" Well if i can say something without being Sea... i mean an ass hole Eli did rank #1 in the fucking weird level. I'm not all sure who all saw it but even Nic saw some thing in chat and said "that can't be right" and when he asked me about it I said the truth to how he read it. But on the smaller not to put it down, Monday morn after Tom left i fell back asleep..... and not sure how long he was laying next to me in my fucking bed WATCHING me sleep but no i'm just being mean. This kid was laying next to me waiting for me to wake up so that he could talk to me about the night befor like waiting in another area would of been to much. Univited walked in to a room with closed doors really come on now.

But then to get on what happend with Zac, Jon, and I was just what i think we needed. Well first Jon and i just lost it i guess, i was walking up to my room to do chat and jon thought i was being an ass "which i may have been" but after saying some shit to each other jon said one thing to me that went right to my heart and it was the first time that i could not say anything to him.... i did i walked up the stairs and almost lost it. And to those that were in chat know that once i sat down that i did lose it. Jon means a lot to me and for it to drift like that i just guessed that he got busy with the horses and with work and didn't want to get in the way because evertime that i did talk to him it was getting short and sweet other than during the meetings. But it got to far and we got to far... the statment that was said was that he didn't even know me and i told him that he did and i've not changed and then with daggers it was " Clay you have changed and NO I don't know you " But after a long good chat out of the eye and ear of the house we talked and i let it out and Jon, Zac, and I got on one page and i think that it is going to be a great or shit one HELL of a friendship even after i move out. I love them and for me if they read this or not.......

To Jon and Zac you two are great people and 2 of my bestfriends that i have. I know that you two hear me say that time living here moves really fast so for me to say that we "in our 5 months of living with each other " have had our UP'S and downs like a 5 year friendship and bitches you fuck with me you are stuck with me. My door is open to you like you've opend your door to me.

And also Jon and Tom got some stuff out of the way and that was great for me. I'm not all that sure in what direction it was all going but it was not good because i do love Jon and Tom so much and the fact that on of the reasons that Jon was not talking to me was because of Tom. Thinking that Tom was changing me. And I'll say right now that no I have not changed but people do adapt to someone that they love and I do love Tom but I never wanted it to feel like it was that big of a shift. But during a first part of my chat well before chat Jon and I talked for a little bit and I asked him if he could talk to Tom and get what they need to say out before it festers into that whole I love you but I don't want to be around you with him. From chat and if you were there you heard but Tom and Jon did get some of that out there and I hope that they got a better understanding of each other and of where Tom and I stand and to Tom where Jon and I stand. That is one thing i will say is that I can love my Boyfriend but my friends were here first and if you don't last I know that a friendship never dies....... thank god Tom and I said let be friends. But Jon and I are going out tomorrow night for some MMMMMOOOOOOOOOOJJJJJJJJJJJJIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSS damn right and were leaving our men with eachother cus its a married gurls night out.

But Nic has been doing really well and I was glad to hear that he did make it into the house. He is a down to earth guy and i do like him. One thing I will say and not in a bad way but we need to get that boys drinking level up a bit or he needs stay close to the non drinkers. That is one thing that I will say..... I wish I could get buzzed that fast "I would save a shit load more money." We went to the wine room and had 3oz of wine and then headed over to paradise and met Chazzy and Joe and he had one drink and I know that he was feeling good. One thing that I hope he knows is that I did care about how he was feeling and I did want him to have a good time and that we were not trying to get him shitfaced but just to have fun. But hey with that said he was drinking more or less with the 3 boys that can put that shit down like water " Chazzypoo, JoJo, and Puppy" don't worry Nic you'll be a pro in a heart beat if you stick with us.

Work has actually been great as hell, i think now that i've stated what I want and what I want out of it.... i'm not so sure if I want to take the shift from food to retail in a full whole hearted way but working at American Eagle has shown me that it's something that i'm very in love with "well you all see that, as well as Tom which is loveing it" and something that I would love to get into managment at some point. But hey you take it all in stride it is good that i've been with them for 7 months and have not need it as a full time position but have been able to be there when needed because I think right now that I'm getting know in the company what was really cool the other day while I was there is that our D M came in and said hi to me for the first time in "".....----7----....."" months and when I said my name, the first thing that he said is I know the name they "my managers" have said good things about me. Julie..one of my gurls said I love Clay he is the only man on our staff that knows how to fold. But that is going really well, and also with work I do now as of today work for my hubby lol. Yea how funny is this

"" Who is your emergancy contact ... Tom who is your refrance ... Tom may we contact your preasent employer and who do we ask for ... Tom

lol I just still think that it's funny buy hey cool in all its something to keep me bussy and working which I think was said as a truth, yes I know that it's not been a shit load of hours and when I do work it's not long shifts "thank god because trust me I know what long shifts are" but I'm one of the cbl boys that has been employed outside of the house the entire time of living here.

But everything is a lot better now and I can't wait to see how it all goes and the way that it will go now and after. But hey we have to stop somewhere so just saying this. You all know that I did put some time in this one to write it because yes the last few have been a bit off and didn't understand why I was putting so much of my heart in it but now I do know that it is for you all and that you do read.

So once I'm done living here at this house I'll be printing out my pages and I'll be making a book out of it and when you want I'll be at barns and noble to do my book signing and I hope that you can all make it becuse it will be a limited edition lol oh come on you know I had to put that in there. Love you all and I hope that you've all had a good read and wait for next week because hey you never know what's going to happen,,,,, God that's when I do feel sorry for Jon and Zac I've not know what's been going on for the last 5 months and they live here, I would of been bald by now. Lol

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy

Well here it is short and flat

Hello there again boys. It's been another week here at CBL and needless to say not much has changed lol NOT. Well to put this out right now that we have a few apps in the house and needless to say one of them I really can't stand. Not being mean I'm just being real, the day of the meeting "which did change its' now on Fridays and not Sundays so yea that one more day that I can't have outside of the house one for a job or for even me. So theres some food for thought to future cbl "boys" " I did try to talk to him Eli I think it is, and i got nothing more or less and when the meeting started he didn't even join us, so that to me just said "oh yea he needs to move in tomorrow like we really need him."

But then we have the other guy Nic it is and to be honest I do think that he could make it here he seams like a good guy and nice. We talked for a bit and he does seam down to earth. And one note for the last app right now. One can we say self promotion, Ryan does seam like a nice guy well kid, and for 20 years old and in porn and all about photo shoots and wanting to be all around it, Zac will have to change the site from a voyer house to a Porn house sorry that is just how i see it and to be honest really you need to taste a condom to know what the flavor is when it's written on the out side of it. But okay then......

Johnny on the other hand omg I feel for that kid, I love him to death and now that things are under way I think that he gets what I've been dealing with for the last 4 1/2 months so I do wish him the best and hope all goes well and he needs to know that I am here for him if he needs me. Zac and Jon are still doing there say ol things busy as hell and with what I'm not all that sure but hey it's enough for me not to see them when i'm home and enough for me not to worry all that much cus unlike most people hey I know that there big boys and that they can take care of themselfs, i just wish that the house bitch knew that as well lol.

Tom and I are doing great. To those that actually get to know us and talk to us you all know that and we do appreciate it and love you for the time that you do spend with us. Times in the house do get a bit hard and mostly with shit like this said when the full story is not told or know or being said to them "gossip"

Good all the hot apps and Hot Johnny be getting to Clay as Clay wants to have some fun with them? Could something else be going on?


One hot is an understatement that is for damn sure. And sorry for actually having a life, other than being a whore and sleeping around “like I always do, and always done” really and has anyone really seen me sleep with a whole bunch of guys ummmmm well to my count only 3 in this house and one of wich i've been with for the last 2 months YAY that is true yesterday for Tom and I was 2 months and beeing in here that is good and also for me a small congrats is a 2 weeks of no smoking so that is something I will pat my self on the back for lol.

But other than that I do love all of the boys "and girls" that do take there time out to read this and sorry that its a bit short this week but if you all would of seen i was more or less forced into doing it today yes the boys are going away and i said it in my video so be sure to read that and you'll understand. But more or less it would be so hard for them to post it tonight because the so need there beauty sleep tonight to dirve 5 hours and get up at 6 am "oh boo" but hey cool so i'm getting it done and here you go.

If you all need to know that badly what i did this week then im sure that you have no problem coming into my chat and asking me what happend so there you go in a nut shell and to the ones that do read i am sorry that it was a bit rushed yes tom and i did go back to the wine room "thank you" and all the other fun stuff I'll tell you later. Kisses and love you all.





HEY WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT!!!!!!! LOL KISSES

LOVE

CLAY

AKA

PUPPY

Just another week in the life of ME

Lol have to love this picture, this was a little carnival that was near the house and Tom and I decided to stop by for a pit stop and have some fun. This ride was called the Zipper and back home we used to have the Bill Haynes carnival that would always come to town the last two full weeks in July with the whole Cheyenne Frontier Days "CFD" the worlds largest outdoor rodeo, sounds like I could promote for it right. Be sure to look it up because if you like that sort of stuff there is a lot that goes on during those 2 weeks, night shows, bull riding, rodeo during the day. I saw my first concert there, bands like 3 doors down, Lifehouse, Course Of Nature, but a lot of fun. So when your like 10-15 rides like that were a lot of fun and hey it's a quick fix. So to all of those that like to travel be sure to check it out sometime if your in that area during the time.

But now on to some of the things that have to do with everything else. This week has gone by sort of fast I did end up working 2 days this week at AE and had two on call shifts one that i woke up to late to my phone ringing. My manager needed an opener and when I got the message it was tid bit to late. It is funny sometimes to go to work in the a.m. because I tend to get this weird look from Zac and I think that he just forgets that I work there at all, and TJ looked at me in disbelief that I had a job at all. And want to also note that it has been one week since I had my last cigarette. I'm really glad that I've made it this far without a craving or a want it's really hard in a house with smokers and somewhat tempting, but if the will power is there then your good. I also hear that Ryan and Marsh have also kicked the habit as well they are one day behind me so major congrats to them and I hope that they stick with it. Ha see twins do think alike even when there not around each other. I think that I'm going to get to spend some time with Marsh this week. Just have to see how it goes and make sure that he has the time and days off.

Everything in the house has been going really well Johnny is fully in the house now he finished his time at Disney and is now on the hunt for a new job that I hear. So other than the few times that I get to say hi in our crossings still have yet to really talk to him all that much, guess he is still catching up on his sleep and getting relaxed and letting cbl time just soak in. I do hope that he does not get caught in what Marsh called the CBL bubble because at times I understand what Marsh means, i've never fully been in the bubble but I know that it's there thank god for AE. Jon has been really busy with "Stardust" I believe that it is, getting her back to health so I hope all is going well with that. Zaccie is still Zaccie getting this machine to pump some oil, got to spend some time with him the other day out on the boat with TJ and HummmMCO and that was a lot of fun. Zac let me drive the boat "not sure if that was the smartest thing to do" and i've never done it before and he gives me the wheel when what I think we were at full speed I really was scared. Not like terrified but hey I was in control of other lives you know, and to not know what I'm doing like watching the depth gauge and all the other stuff like really it was scary and didn't know how to speed up or slow down but a very relaxing day out.

Oh and Tom and I did have one hell of a day of shopping let me tell you what. Well in Toms condo he has been dealing with a really bad light fixture in his kitchen that he was not pleased with and wanted it to get changed for the longest time, and in the bedroom it seams like right when your about to get a full night of sleep the sun comes in and just wakes you up so he wanted to get some drapes "yes drapes I know" so that he can sleep till noon on his days off. But we started off at the hardware store first and got the light and the 4 light bulbs that it needed so that we could hang it. Then we were off to AE because we wanted to get some cologne and hey well you know that Tom is revamping his closet and I'm just adding to mine so it turned out to be 2 outfits, 1 dress shirt, 1 accessory, and one bottle of cologne. Then we picked up so kitty stuff for Tigger can't forget the cat. And then we put them up so this is what they look like.
I do like them they match the dresser and the bed and the bed matches the walls, so it does fit very well. And the light was a bitch to put in and I think that we may have to have it redone but after how long it took us to get it up we just left it there until we get it fixed because hey it does not look that bad and looks a lot better then what the old light looked like.we got the picture that is hanging from Target just for the track lighting we thought it was really cute and worked really well in the kitchen, but I think that I want to get a longer one. But there you go that was Tom and I being handy men lol. So far the butches thing I've done all year. Also really cool we went to a restaurant that was really cool called Luma, that is right next to the wine room I think that I'm going to grab an app. The Wine room was a lot of fun and really cool. They give you a card and a glass "well you have to charge the card" and then there is a bunch of wine hooked up to tanks and you just go up to a bottle they have a description of the wine and the 3 choices 1oz, 2oz, or 5oz, on most some you could only get one and then you just select and pour. One of my new favorite red wines is now fuego it was really good, and of course but what goes really well with wine CHEESE so we order some cheese and just sat and chit chatted for a bit. But I will say in my defense that I looked a bit dressed down because I was in my AE gear "I do work there" a bit out of place the next time that I go I'll be better dressed I will say that much. Come on I love AE but I love to dress up as well.

but I do want to take the time right now to say thank you to all the ones that said something about my written and my video. It is sometimes hard to continually do something that you wouldn't normally don't do and then not to get any input on it when its there. And there is one right now that I give a big thank you to and you know who you are, your words are very kind and welcoming and I'm glad that you still take your time to notice the bigger picture. One other thing that is hard to believe is that Tom and I have been together for almost 2 months, time does really go by fast. It feels like I want something bad to happen just so that I can put some flaw on him but I don't think that will happen, I do think its the fact that we do have a way of telling each other everything that goes on and how we feel that makes it a lot easier on how we come together.

But in all that said it is now my time to log off and get on to the cleaning and the other good fun filled stuff around the house.

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy


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