THE FINAL ONE

Well everyone that has seen all of these you should know that they take on a life on their own and something always happens different. Well what i have to say is that this is one thing that i did not see coming. This 7 months has been a long one and once your living in the doors you really don't see how long it really is but hey here is something that does happen...... Reality and for most it may not seam real but it does happen it does not last forever.

To go and get things started ummmmmmm lets start with Tom. Things are great and never better. Time here with Tom has made us really good and has an imprint on our lives. Today is the start to an end if you get that. And more or less other than starting our lifes together that is all that i will say because for the first time this is something i can keep for myself, kisses Tom.

and then to go on a bit with life around with things around the house. Well more or less we still have a Squatter well never mind i guess that he is in the house i guess and moves in tomorrow. Sorry i will say right now that it's not that i don't like the kid but he already tried to hit on me once at AE before i even knew him. Then comes in the house and lays on my bed and welcomes himself for an extended time unwanted.... and then made a small unknowing pass at my boyfriend sorry if i seam a bit stand off-ish then put yourself in my shoes k thank you.

Now with Zac.... boy i love you and thank you so much for everthing that you have given me and this has ment a lot to me. I've made a lot of really good friends and long lasting and i've also met a really great guy and got to learn a lot about through this and i thank you very much. I know that in our past there has been really good times and sometimes where i was not so great. But know that i still love you and its been really great.

Jon to let you know i love you and this will not be the end and your ass better call me that is all that i need to say. I know that your really busy and that somtimes we won't get to do the things that we want to do. But hey sometimes that is life and don't let that be the downfall to a great friendship. You have ment alot to me and have been one of the best firends that i've met in orlando.... thank you...

Nic you'll always have a friend in me and know that please take that for what it is becauase sometimes you don't always get that and know that is genuine and i think that is about all that i can say.

To fallen boys in my time lets see if i can count...... Nick, Robb, Mike, Chad, David that i can remember and wow let me just say wow. That is a lot of people that did not make it ummm more or less yea have fun and have a good life.

Well life is life and it goes on and i'm really not sure what more to say other than have a good one and if you want to know more wait and see and ask when you see me again like a normal person lol kisses have a good day and have a nice life talk to you all later.

Kisses

Love

Clay

aka

just Clay