very merry christmas and a happy new year

Hey there once again, glad to see you all here.
<~~my fav pic. But you know how i put this all down, I like to give you all a day by day so that if you don't feel like reading a section you can just skip it. So lets start off with Last Sunday got to damn buzzed, then on Monday went to Disney and spent time with TomOrl. Tuesday woke up came home had din din and then had some fun. Wednesday, helped a stray get home went shopping with D and had some drinks. Thursday went to work, and had fun with chat. Friday was going to go shopping but got stuck at home but was ok Saturday went out with my Marsh and hit some places up. And good ol Sundays with the diaries cleaning with Chaz gone and chat and hey new years coming up.

But then to go ahead and start off with the room mates, it's been a bit quite because Marsh and I have both been a bit busy with work. As the same with Zac and Jon, but the times that we do get around each other its really good i think that the 4 of us are very good. Well all know what needs to be done, and that we all understand that we all have other things that we need to do as well so the things that would be a stress isn't in this house. Aside from the fact that the shit that went on in Tampa, but that will be talked about very soon. Marsh my twin you all know i love to death and that his time is coming to an end. So if you all see me out with him more often you will all know why. It will kill me to see him go he was the one that helped me out starting dancing and the one who helped me get used to the house and that it was not that bad, so he has been a big part of my life and I love him to death. My Jon I feel closer to each day, we seam to have this weird bond sometimes and I think that our stupidness ties into each other and we just become stupid bitches lol. But he is my girl.

Now on to the week and what has gone on. Monday I woke up and got ready to spend the day with TomOrl. He wanted to go to Disney and see the lighting of the castle. I didn't have much at all to do so I thought that would be a lot of fun. Well TomOrl did not get off of work till a little later which means it was not the time that we were thinking that he would be here so that we could go out and do some of the stuff that we wanted to. But when we got to the park we took the monorail into epcot and just to go and see what it was all about, well me that it he had already been there. We went on the green house ride it was nice and away form the crowed. And let me tell you when the day is best not to go. Ummmmm the day i went, there was a lot of people there that day and that was the one time I was like don't you all need to be at home with like family. But it was still a lot of fun. Rode some rides and saw the lighting of the castle, then watched the firework show and saw Tink fly out of the castle. She / He did the move that Tink does so that made me happy "the one where she puts her legs up and her hands down its so cute". Then headed back to his friends house where I met David and Chris and hung out with them for a bit. Chris was a really cool guy and me and him clicked right away it was a lot of fun I didn't feel so out of place. And TomOrl friend David is I guess really nervous about a lot of people I guess i'm not all to sure but he likes his life more or less and does not need to add to much. And he took some what of a shining to me and that made me happy. He sort of looks like Jack from "Will & Grace" for real for real. Then headed home and watched some stuff on you tube then called it a night.

Tuesday was a bit of a slow start but then about 11 am it didn't stop. TomOrl got up and made some breakfast and I started on my Tex messages, and calling my family that still talks to me. What was really nice to see is that my Dad had called me first. So after the first group of tex went out then I called my Dad back, It's never really been all that great talking to my Dad because he was not apart of my life for a long time and even when he got back in my life he had missed out on so much that there was to much of a gap to be able to read someone. So with my Dad and myself it's still a work in progress. But of course my sister had mentioned this to my Dad so I had to explain it to him that the only thing that I know how to talk to him is with work, getting directions, football, and where is a good place to go site see. But I know that it has been getting a lot better and for that I'm happy. We did spend about 30 min on the phone. Then of course I called my mom, thats my bitch and she knows it I love my mom to death and I'm a big ol mama's boy, and then we talked for about 45 minutes. Then my mom had told me that she hadn't been able to get a hold of my sis yet and just wanted to know that she was doing ok, my sister had gone to visit her in-laws. And there was a big snow storm so we both got a bit worried. I called her and no answer but I knew that she would be ok and I told my Mom that if I ever got in contact with her that I would let her know. But then on to the house for the big din din. TomOrl and my-self loaded his car up with all of the food that he made for the din, then started making our way to the house. When we got home there was still no one home and it still did not feel like Christmas. I guess that the feeling of real family would of helped. But after a few had arrived, it was JonJon his hub Matt and there new boy Gregg at Florida Dudes. Then later showed up Rich and his man, and then Charlie was here as well as Chaz, Jon, Zac, TomOrl. Marsh didn't make it he was still with his family and I hope he had the best time ever. But then we all did some eating and of course you knew that Zac had to get his cam out and do what he needed to do. Then after we got our grub on we all decided to get into the drinks and the chit chat. After a few and some crew started to leave the house it was mainly FD guys and CBL. Gregg and I started getting into talking and I thought that he was very cute. We asked it would be okay if he stayed the night, and i'm sure if you haven't heard what all happened be sure to listen to podcast or look at level 2.

So then along came a Wednesday. After getting started with a bit of a tiring morning decided to get moving. Really didn't have much to do for the day. But try and help get Gregg home, and Rich had said that he would of helped out so that was set. Then I walk down to the kitchen and started to get something to eat and saw chat. About that Matt was mad that his model had stayed over and acted like a slut. I was in shock more or less. Went up and started to talk with Gregg and see what his thoughts were about it. And more or less to say what he had to say was and I quote "WTF". So the day for us more or less had gotten a little cocked blocked. So as we spent the day wondering why he got so mad and if there was a way to get him home any sooner and just chilled and watched a movie. After the movie there was not a lot more that we could do so I started talking with some people and see if there was a chance that anyone could come pick us up and take him home. Thank you so much D, D did come to the rescue and I think Gregg had about 3 cigs on the drive home because he was a bit on end. But he got home in time for his chat, and more or less it seamed like everything was ok. Then you all know D, we needed to find a bar. After we got back close to I-drive there was a bar that he went to all the time, so we stopped for a bit and had a beer or two and a shot. On the way home we stopped at the mall because I was still in the mood to shop a bit. So I headed my ass right into AE and got 1 shirt one pair of pants, sandals, and some really cute sweat pants. Then we were talking about going to Paradise for drinks after my chat. So picked up a beer for chat and then heaed out afterwards. D told me that he could not play pool. So me thinking that I might be able to teach him, he ends up kicking my ass. Had a few drinks and then went to Savoy. Not much that I remember about Savoy, but I know that I made it home and all was good.

Thursday I had woke up a bit later than I thought and I had to be to work in an hour. So I race a bit to get up and get ready. Part of the deal of D going out with me is that he was going to crash at the house and take me to work because I had paid for drinks. Went all around the house and there was no D around. And at this time Jon and Chaz were in Tampa because Robb and Mike had decided that they were going to quit CBL, it all came as quite a shocker because no matter how much Robb hated "CBL" he did not leave on a pro level. So still stunned about that, they had to be there because that would me that there would of been no one in Tampa for about a week. So then I ask Zac what he was doing for the morning and he mention that he was going to go feed the horses with Marsh car. I asked if he would be able to give me a ride. All he told me was to go and Ask Marsh because he didn't want to take me and piss off Marsh. I know my twin and all I had to say is hun can Zac give me a ride to work in a low voice then raise it a bit and say I'll give you ten for your gas. I know that he would of said yes anyway but hey that was just me. Got to spend some time with the horses because that was the only way that I was going to go to work. Went out and fed for a bit. There was a horse out there named Romeo and I just loved him he was so nice to me, and now I really want to start going out a lot more often. Then off to work and Zac and I started getting into one of our about nothing talks and I do like having those with him. Work went ok I know that my boss was a bit upset that I was late but I did call and told her ahead of time what was going on and that I was on my way. The got to see the new stuff with the floor set and did a whole bunch of nothing because we were just about dry because our shipment was late or something like that. Started to head home and marsh called me asking me what time I got off and wanted to know if i wanted to go shopping with him after I got home. I told him that I was downtown and waiting for the bus and would be on my way soon and that I would just meet him there. Well, about 2 hours later I called him to tell him that I had made it to my stop and trust me that felt like the longest bus ride of my life. Made it over to Wal-Mart and was going to get some grocery's. I didn't know that it could be that fun. Marsh being worn out me still working on a hang over and working it tured out to be a lot of fun. We both said just shopping for a bit of stuff, we were in there for over an hour and Marsh spent 45 and i spent like 60, but hey I know that my food will last me for like a month and a half to two. Had some light drinks and some beer had a blast in chat and then a long ol nap with my bed.

Friday I was going to go shopping with Marsh, but by the time that he woke up and I knew it, it was already one in the afternoon. He had to get ready for work and do some other stuff so there was not going to be a lot of time to go shopping for the day. I thought I was going to wash some clothes and that turned out to be a bust because Jon started doing wash. So I thought that I would clean up my room and by the time I got to that I hadn't done a thing all day that all I did when I got in the door way was just look at it and sigh. So Friday was a very lazy day for me that is the truth. But hey this is how I see it, if you don't have at leas a one of those days in your week or even the month then what the hell is wrong, lol. Nothing wrong with taking some time to watch some movies, kill time and do nothing.

Then I got to a bit of an early start on Saturday. Woke up and started off with my happenings, and then got some wash started because I was running low on stock of what to wear. Marsh woke up and asked me if I was going to want to be going shopping for the day as seeing as how we missed yesterday you know I was all over it. We sat out on the upper patio for a bit and I saw just how dirty it was, so I decided to go ahead and tidy up around up there and it looks a lot better now. Jumped in the shower to start getting ready. Marshall was ready to go and asked me if we need to wait for my clothes to finish and just let me borrow AE of his, i was just happy the boy had AE, lol just kidding. So we were up and out for the day at about 1130. Made it to the mall where i work and Marshall's cousin works at the store right across from me so he stopped to say hi, and I went to go get my check. When I saw how much my check was I was a little taken by it because it was about 25 more than what I thought. So naturally I wanted to look at stuff. And after asking some co-workers and my twins opinion of what they thought I ended up getting three shirts and a new dog tag. But hey with the discount on top of the sale I didn't do to bad. Then we decided that we needed Bloody Marys, so we headed to the P-house to catch happy hour. There was actually a lot of people there for the day time and most were swimming and some well most should have not been doing such. Looked at some cute undies and then bounced out. Went to Florida Mall and wanted to hit them up. Went to the AE there and Marsh used a GC that he had to get a couple of cute shirts that he wanted, and we know how I am in my store. I ended up walking out with a pair of pants lol. Then we headed over to Old Navy, a store that I have not been in, in a while and i found a new cute pair of sweats. So all for all I got 3 new shirts new chain 1 pair of jeans and 1 pair of sweats. But to put the best in still running earns, went to savoy for some drinks and to drop off the cell phone money that I owed to my friends. Marsh and I started off with Vodka and 7, and I had my good ol rum and coke. We made fun of some porn on tv till we decided to play pool. Then I got one beer. To play pool with, lol. Then I get a phone call from Tom "Just to put this out there real quick. I know that his name has been coming up a lot asking if he is the Teacher, and no he is not. The Teacher and I have not been talking due to his on personal life." It did make me happy, we had a phone conversation on Friday night for a good min, and I asked what he was up to. Said that he just got off work and was heading home. So I took the one chance that I had to see him before the whole week goes by and asked if he wanted to stop by seeing as how we were already there. And yes he did. Few small conversations few small kisses and I like that, but I will state that I'm not looking for a BF but I would like to date. So I guess I just have to see how this goes. Seams like the last few I've talked to don't even show up on the radar anymore.

And then the best day of my life. Sunday meeting and cleaning, but I do have to say I like to do this. One my typing is getting a lot faster "i know that you've all said that my chat is one of the fastest I'll see if i can slow it down but not sure how that will go." Two I know a lot more about what I've done because I can just go back and look, because if you ever try to do this if it was not a requirement how long could you really keep it going, but still is a lot of fun. And I'm not to sure if we will be going out tonight seeing as how new year's is right around the corner. So I guess we'll just have to see how that goes. With Zaccie you never know.

Work has been going well, as you all know I was called in 2 times last week and that was great. I think that I'm going to try and take some time to hang out with my old room mates, I do miss them my sister Scotty and his hubby Brandon. They have been together for 2 years and still going. They were actually apart of me and my ex's life. And then to finger crossing because this New year may come a new job, I will be calling back Olive Garden and see where they stand and see what I have to do. I don't think that I'll get rid of AE but it is something that I would put somewhat on the back burner. But still try to get shifts when I could. And I just guess see whats going on with Tom and see if there is a day that I might get to be able to spend with him.

And as for that like I always say stick around you never know whats going to go on in these houses, and if you have managed to get past reading all of this then I love you more lol.
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