Oh me oh my

And as I always say, yet another week goes by and I didn't even see it happen. Last night really felt like a Wednesday night. But to go ahead and give you a little snip-it of went on this week in case you don't feel like reading the whole thing. Last Sunday was a blast at the club went out with one dollar and came back with one dollar and still managed to get a good buzz. Wednesday night went out with Marsh and Chaz to Dexter's and to Paradise. Drama broke out with the pod cast given that night. Thursday Mike did a pod cast, then Friday we both did a pod cast. Saturday was my photo shoot.

Sunday night after chat we decided to go out to p house and have some fun. I wasn't in the mood but decided to go anyway because Zaccie wanted to go out. So we get there and I wasn't really having fun at all, looked around saw some hot boys. Marsh and Mike were walking around. I stayed with Zac and Chaz and then Rich showed up, saw that I was in a mood and wanted me to be happy, so being the sweetie that he is he got me a drink. After getting a little lose we were around the dance floor and this guy had his shirt off and ended up hitting me on accident, and I said if your going to hit on me you could at least get me a drink. He said sure so I got into talking to him and found out that he was here on a porn convention so of course I got him to meet Chaz and Zac. Then mike and I heard a song that we both liked in the other room and said that we were going to go dance. Went to the bar to say hi to one of my favorite bartenders, there some guy asked me to help him with his drink something he was doing with napkins. I guess it helps keep the glass from sweating. There was a vent blowing so it was really hard to get that together. So he bought me a drink for the help. So by this point I've had 3 doubles and these doubles are triples because these bartenders know me. So I was feeling good lol.

Then Wednesday came along and Mike was off to Tampa. But later that day Marshall , Chaz, and I decided that we needed to go to Dexter's for a liquid lunch. Just some girl time away from the house. The backpack came with us. So we just played a day of gossip and to just be relax. Then we were off to paradise because it's $1 shots of tequila and margaritas. We get there and start off with a shot and a margarita. Played some pool got a little buzzed because we started singing on the way home and not well I might add lol. But when we got here Zaccie asked me if I wanted to do a pod cast. So of course all the stuff came out about Robb, Mike, Chaz, and my self. But it wasn't anything that hasn't already been said or talked about. I just gave my feelings on it form how I felt not from what I heard. That how Chaz and I know what we are to each other. What kind of feelings I was getting from Mike. Just everything. Then did my chat and off to bed

Thursday I wake up and hear from Zac that mike heard the pod cast and wanted to have his input, so he did one with Zac. And from some of the stuff I heard, I thought was a little out of place as well. He was trying to point out something that he didn't even know about, something that happened before he even moved in. And some other stuff. I have to admit that I was a little taken by it. But I had plans to go to dinner with a friend, which went very well I had a great time. But to give myself the time to sit back relax and gather my thoughts. Zaccie said that if I wanted to that we could both be in the pod cast on Friday.

Friday came and we get to do the pod cast. I stated my point of views and told him that he was wrong in saying some of the things that he said. He then came on and said basically the same thing but that he doesn't take back anything that he said but that there was a truce. So we got that all cleared. Then I went to go hang out with the Teacher that evening. Zaccie was kind enough to give me a ride over to his house. There was party that his friend was have a little get together. I had fun while I was there I met some new people. Then we headed to phoenix but to say the least it was dead and there was no karaoke. So just went back to the house where one of his friends came over and we just sort of hung out and talked. But need to get to bed a little early because I had to be back at the house for my photo shoot.

Saturday came and I got home about 9:30 started to get ready and packed because we were going to do my shoot out on the yacht. Well, 11 started to roll around and we still were getting ready to go. So all I thought was that I could of slept in a little later. We got out to the yacht and our take off was great I must say. and started to do some pics before we got all the way out. when we got out to the coco beach area I tried to get as my poses out that I could, with that much space that was hard. After like 20 frames all Jon could say is that the shoot was turning out hot. That made me happy, and he said that it was easy to work with me because I would come up with poses vs him telling me all the time how to look. Then we needed to start doing the nude shots and there was this one boat that just lingered in our area. I mean really it's the ocean and you had to be within eye sight of us, but hey I was walking around the yacht in my undies. But then by this time we had been geeing hit with waves and it was getting hard to get a shot because the camera would be all over the place or I would lose a way I looked so if you get the chance to see how they all looked just remember how hard that is. But hey we all hung in there, we all started to get a little sea sick, all our first time ever getting that way. Then after we decided to head in, after about half way in I just said hey might as well try to get some water shots. So my crazy ass decides to get out in the ocean. Tied the life raft to the boat, and got some shots, I think there is like only two that he can use. And then Zaccie asks if I wanted to be pulled by the boat so I said fuck it. That was a lot of fun I hope you guys get to watch the video. But we get back home around 6 pm and I'll looking over chat and see some message that says that someone said that Robb is probably sleeping with Mike, Chad, or some random guy. Then he was asking who said it, then said that he knew it was me and that he was going to knock my teeth out. I had no clue what was going on but by this point i was getting upset because I was being blamed for something I never said. And that was a roller coaster in its self. So I asked that if it would be better that he just not say my name or mention anything about me and I'll do the same so that way when something is said we know not to look at each other. But it didn't stop till about 20 min later. He just kept saying that I was jealous because he has something I wanted. And that's wasn't true. But after a while I guess he calmed down. And we left it at that. Then something was said that I thought was funny, but somewhat true. If it hadn't been for me they would of never met. As I told Robb I don't want Mike I like him as a friend, and I wish them the best. I just don't want there to be fights when it can be easily avoided, and just talked about. Sorry I'm a lover not a fighter.

Work has been getting on my nerves, with all the seasonal help its been cutting into my hours I called today to see if I was working next week and all I am is an on call for the week. So I'm going to talk to my store manager and ask for a transfer to a mall that will actually give me hours. But I'm still trying to get out there and look for a serving or a bar tending job in the mean time.

Everything around the house has been fine, like I said the weeks go by so quick it's sometimes hard to remember everything that went on. But tonight we are going to head out to savoy and to p house and see how that goes. I would like to get the parties started again on Sunday nights again. Hey you know I need to get my tricks.

But thank you for coming by to read and I'll update you all next week on what goes on this next coming week. Love you all and have a fun week.

Love,

Clay

aka
Puppy