party time

Hey all it has been one more week here at the house of cbl and yes i'm still alive. Time is still going a bit fast because when you think about it Nic has been here for damn near a month. Seth and Peter are back in the house for almost a Bit over a month Zac and Jon are still here way to long but hey what can you do when you live here and it's you life. Zachyboi is here, And last night was the first party ever in CBL for CBL wow.

Well needless to say everything is still moving on in a glacial pace and not much has changed. With every one in the house is still good. Jon is still good and but his neck is getting to him a little bit of a pain in the ass but i hope that he gets through that soon because he got released to ride his horses and he is really happy with that because if you all know Jon he loves his babies and he loves to ride. Last night we got it to a bit of a tiff and I think that was because it was just a lot going on and he was on nevers ends and I just said a few wrong to many things but hey that is me and I'll still love my Jon and after last night when i got back to the house and he was drunk i think that he was ok and he got over it and then he puked and then he was all over the house and then Jon was playing peek-a-boo with my feet under the bathroom door with my feet. and that was even before we carried him around the house because he wanted us to hold him and didn't want to walk i.e. Tom and I. And then one more thing i think now Jon knows how "big Tom is" yea now i have to say it right now jon grabbed my boyfriends dick and rubbed but you know what i love the boy so it's my baby and that does not happen all the time and what was even better about it is that he sobered up and then we told him about it lol.

Real quick from my boo boo i need him to talk through me because it's been a fun night and we are both so happy that we got to see each other. Zach has a lot of emotions about being around here and he has been really happy that he got some time off from work and got to go to the Disney state "gods waiting room" and have some fun........."and it's not done yet" And Clay and i had a really good heart to heart at Toms softball yesterday it was a lot of tears "all Clays and not mine" but i was the shoulder that was there. And one of the first times in my life without pretending i was myself how i really wanted to be and i was really happy, and i thank Tom and Clay for that.

And life is grand and everything is still good. Zac is still Zac, but something is telling me with the party was a lot of work and it didn't seam like everything was told or asked how it needed to be like hedge triming and not being asked. I was a bit ticked off because i'm a person that if you tell me ahead of time then it's really not all that bad and if it something that i want to help out with i will say it then but hey work is work and my baby Jon and ...........umm......... Tj did clean the house for us and will say this is that i was the only one that said thank you for it. because they didn't have to and i was happy so i may have had it wrong becauase it was all in stride and the work that i did was nothing compared to what Jon and ........umm........... Tj did. LOVE YOU GUYS KISSES.

There is one more thing that i will say and this is all for my girl KIXYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
i love you so much and getting to see you and talk with you omg gurl and you know that it was right and you know what i got " you know " and GMax kisses i love that you guys were all here and it made my night a lot better and one other thing was a lot of fun as well and i think that was when we were throwing beeds of the top deck and we damn near had people killing for it lol.

but really not a lot has gone on and it is still moving at the same pace I do love you all and stay around for more because in the walls of cbl you never know what is going to happen.

Love
Clay
aka
Puppy