Weak after the storm

Well hello all once agian to yet one more week here at cbl. Well to say after the party we had a friend stay over and then we decided that we needed a day at universal. It was a lot of fun because the ride that you see in the back is a ride that i had yet to do and Tom failed to mention that you get soaking wet on it no matter what and as sure as shit where did i go but then right up front. But in some ways that was a good thing because my shoes did not end up wet. I know what your asking why was i wearing shoes and not sandels?........ Well you walk around universal for a few hours in sandels and see if your dog arn't barken.So this is a picture of Tom, Zach, and myself soaking wet after riding the water ride. It was really cute because Zach got really into paying 25 cents to soak people even more. I would say about the only thing that sucked about this ride.. see the sun yea that was the last time that we saw it to. Because we figured hey ride the ride and then let the sun dry us off, and whenever i do stuff like that it seams that i alwayse gets dark and cold so i was running aroung the park soaking wet trying my best to warm up.

But a few of the rides that we got to go onto were the hulk "still one of the ones i love to do "at night is a lot more fun. Then spiderman but that is one of their signature rides so it really can't be slow or dumb, and i still feel dumb at the end of the ride because it feels so real that i still close my eyes and to anyone that has ridden it no i don't not have a fear of hights it just feels like i'm going to hit lol. The we rode the duling dragons wich is alwayse fun when you watch it looking at the ground. Then we rode the jarassic park ride which we got a picture it was funny "the one that the ride takes" and then other than that we just walked around and people watched. We didn't get to do a lot because we were under a one park pass that day but hey you take what you can get and we still had a lot of fun.

But everything that is going on in the house right now is still at it's pace and some bumps along the way and i'm not really sure how this is going to work out but it just seams that there may be to much drama with the whole Seth and Nic thing. I told Seth that maybe that should be a hint to not to try anything with a guy named Nic or Nick lol however you want to look at it. And then with Peter and Seth being in the house and there may be an app that will come to take my place that knows the house and used to be around back in the days and knows about the house, i some what feel for Nic. It's like he is in this somewhat alone and has no way to deal, the boy knows that tom and i care and that there is a door open when he needs some air but hey then again he can just get on his bike a ride around town.

I do think that having a job is inportant to have a job while living here. I've been at AE for my stay here and even as Zac says it is good to have that life away from here and know other people outside of the house and hey even if you don't tell some people about where you live that it may work out better because then at least you get to establish a life outside. Scott and Brandon have been a big help to me as well, being able to go hang out with them when i need a sister or a brother and having them be able to get me because they have known me for so long. The main true friends that i do have in orlando.

And yea i know i'm not sure if i could beat a dead horse any more than what i have when i say that i love Tom and he has truly made me really happy. Being together for three months in gay life is like 6 and then when you put it in the cbl time it feels like we have been together for a year. We have learnd so much with eachother is a short period of time and i can only hope that it doesn't stop. Our open communication good or bad is one thing that has helped and beging able to just be ourselfes and eachothers friend.

As far as the other room mates go there is not a lot that i can put down that you guys havn't seen. I still love my boys Peter, Seth, Nic, Jon, and Zac. And as my days wind down i think that more so Zac than anyone may be reading me wrong or even Jon. And it's not so much that i'm ready to go it's like i'm just ready to start life again. And not like this isn't life but i think that we can all agree that were no on camera just about 24 hours a day. And just somethings that i would like to have to myself agian is what i'm ready for. To build that something more and see how that story is going to end. I do still thank Jon and Zac for giving me the chance to live here and to get to meet some really awesome people and get some really good friendships and i think that you guys know who you are. And to Jon even if that diva thinks that i'm leaving here she's got another thing coming to her. Girl your in my heart and in my life there is a few amount of people that you come across in life and i think that our corssing was for a reason "fate" but hey it's how you read into right.

But as the days do wind down and a light of yet one more cbl boy is about to be put out i do pass that on to the new comer and hope that you can have the best time here with some really good friends of mine

So till next week i hope you all enjoyed the read and i'll see you all later

Love

Clay

aka

Puppy